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New Years Resolutions:
- Forget 2005.
- Lose 15 pounds, for myself, although I'll get a lot of hell for it.
- Stop fucking dwelling on things I can't change.
- Don't fall for anyone. It's not worth it. (but ps - I know I won't. I guess that was pointless.)
- Realize some people just don't care like I do.
- Realize he forgot about everything, & doesn't give a rat's ass about anything to do with me.
- & also realize most of the things I said in 2005 were stupid.
- Stop reading into things so much.
- Do well on my SATs, better than last year.
- Raise money for getting the hell out of here.
- Go to a fucking party, get so fucked up I can't even see straight. & not give a damn about what happens that night.
Some of you might not get all of these, but I do.
So whatever. & the last one; I just realized I need to live a little.
I hope 2006 is a hell of a lot better than 2005 was. I hope that I can make the best of everything, and stick it out until May. I hope I get a job, a car, and make new friends, somewhere - even if it has to be South East Texas. I hope I raise enough money to travel to another country. So many other things.
I don't even look forward to weekends anymore. I pretty much dread them. Marcus & Zach claim they're walking to my house today. I sorta hope they do, even though it's kind of like, 15 miles away... haha. I'm just really bored, Taylor was over here earlier but she had to leave because her aunt in houston's in labor.
I need a job. I fucking hate living here and not having any place to work. & everywhere I would try to work, people I hate are already working there.
- Forget 2005.
- Lose 15 pounds, for myself, although I'll get a lot of hell for it.
- Stop fucking dwelling on things I can't change.
- Don't fall for anyone. It's not worth it. (but ps - I know I won't. I guess that was pointless.)
- Realize some people just don't care like I do.
- Realize he forgot about everything, & doesn't give a rat's ass about anything to do with me.
- & also realize most of the things I said in 2005 were stupid.
- Stop reading into things so much.
- Do well on my SATs, better than last year.
- Raise money for getting the hell out of here.
- Go to a fucking party, get so fucked up I can't even see straight. & not give a damn about what happens that night.
Some of you might not get all of these, but I do.
So whatever. & the last one; I just realized I need to live a little.
I hope 2006 is a hell of a lot better than 2005 was. I hope that I can make the best of everything, and stick it out until May. I hope I get a job, a car, and make new friends, somewhere - even if it has to be South East Texas. I hope I raise enough money to travel to another country. So many other things.
I don't even look forward to weekends anymore. I pretty much dread them. Marcus & Zach claim they're walking to my house today. I sorta hope they do, even though it's kind of like, 15 miles away... haha. I'm just really bored, Taylor was over here earlier but she had to leave because her aunt in houston's in labor.
I need a job. I fucking hate living here and not having any place to work. & everywhere I would try to work, people I hate are already working there.