Im just a notch in your bedpost =/
okkkk soooo like after i wrote my last entry.. i had dinner and whatnot and mike called me and picked me up.. needless to say i was a very happy girl after im not gonna lie... but the downside of this is that i think im never going to see him again.. im not really angry about it.. i just think its highly fucked up.. but hey what can you do.. a guy is a guy and well.. most guys are like that so i should be used to that by now but you know what.. i said something had to happen soon and something did happen.. within the next two hours.. so thats good
I mean i sound like a slut when u think about it but u kno what i knew the situation before i went into it and i knew the feelings were not all there but u kno what.. u do what u gotta do when u want to hook up with someone.. honestly it was more about the ass then anyhting and we both used each other for it so u kno what i guess im to blame also.. its just weird b/c he lives around the corner from me so if i see him it will be weird, i mean if i don't see/talk to him before he leaves for school. ahhh w/e shit happens.. then u get over it
im kind of excited about school now... i spoke to this girl i kno from high school and she works at hofstra in the summer for the camp part so im excited about that... she took my number and i took hers so hopefully you kno things will be cool, and we will go for dinner or some shit ... so YAYYY
Ummm its like 3:30 in the morning and im finally coming down from my sugar high? or my high high, or my drunkeness.. who really knowss b/c i sure as hell don't... i just don't wanna go to sleep b/c im watching GH and im obsessed with this show.. DUHHHH
hmm now im just rambeling on and im not even looking at the screen im staring at the tv and i have no idea what im saying b/c im not paying attention to what im typing i kno im just rambeling on like an idiot but u kno what... ohhh wellllllllllll OMG i think nevermind the guy i thought was like basically dead just woke up chained to a wall with a nosebleed... poor JASON!!!! =( ummmmmm
yeaaaaaa arite i think thats all i have to say.... peace out cub scouttttttttt
OHH yeaaa camp ended im really sad.. i made descent moneyyyyyyyyy and im relly sad b/c im prob not going back there after 5 years... WOW i cried on my way home yesterday and today at the mall i saw two people from camp so it made me feel a lil bit better no joke... okkkk well thats really it
Goodnight goodnight.. ur embaressing me, your embaressing you so goodnight and goodnight ♥♥♥♥
I mean i sound like a slut when u think about it but u kno what i knew the situation before i went into it and i knew the feelings were not all there but u kno what.. u do what u gotta do when u want to hook up with someone.. honestly it was more about the ass then anyhting and we both used each other for it so u kno what i guess im to blame also.. its just weird b/c he lives around the corner from me so if i see him it will be weird, i mean if i don't see/talk to him before he leaves for school. ahhh w/e shit happens.. then u get over it
im kind of excited about school now... i spoke to this girl i kno from high school and she works at hofstra in the summer for the camp part so im excited about that... she took my number and i took hers so hopefully you kno things will be cool, and we will go for dinner or some shit ... so YAYYY
Ummm its like 3:30 in the morning and im finally coming down from my sugar high? or my high high, or my drunkeness.. who really knowss b/c i sure as hell don't... i just don't wanna go to sleep b/c im watching GH and im obsessed with this show.. DUHHHH
hmm now im just rambeling on and im not even looking at the screen im staring at the tv and i have no idea what im saying b/c im not paying attention to what im typing i kno im just rambeling on like an idiot but u kno what... ohhh wellllllllllll OMG i think nevermind the guy i thought was like basically dead just woke up chained to a wall with a nosebleed... poor JASON!!!! =( ummmmmm
yeaaaaaa arite i think thats all i have to say.... peace out cub scouttttttttt
OHH yeaaa camp ended im really sad.. i made descent moneyyyyyyyyy and im relly sad b/c im prob not going back there after 5 years... WOW i cried on my way home yesterday and today at the mall i saw two people from camp so it made me feel a lil bit better no joke... okkkk well thats really it
Goodnight goodnight.. ur embaressing me, your embaressing you so goodnight and goodnight ♥♥♥♥