life

Apr 18, 2006 22:28

Life is soo weird right now!!
The person i am soo madly in love with is gone AGAIN for a few years!!
prom is in 18 days(and im soo not ready for it)
School is out in 12 days
Graduation day is in less then a month
i move in 7months
I leave all of my friends and family behind and go out on my own once and for all
My best friend i love her soo much!! I dont want to leave her.. out of all the best friends i have had and the ones that had fucked me over she is the one that has never done me wrong and is always there for me ...she is definitly by FAR the bestest best friend i have ever had!!

My mom sister and niece are out of town for a few weeks on vacation ...i just am soo lonely and depressed!!
Im soo excited to get out of high school but soo scared of it too !!
Maxwell says that we are all going to go through depression after we graduate ...loss of friends!! Not as social ...
Sitting at home and doing nothing but working...*he says it will only last for a few weeks but i see it last forever !!!
they say u only stay close and communicate with like 3 people that u went to High school with...all the rest u lose contact with,....i hope that doesnt happen
well thats all for today ...
peace
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