The Land of Monolithic Figures....
What is your name?: blake
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: XmadroxideninjaX
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: I'm not my mother or my father.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Kiffer is a kewl name, even thought it's just a nickname.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: nah
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yeah
Basics
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: now and alot of the time.
If not, do you want to be?: eh...oh yeah, wrong question
Birthdate:: 8/15
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: varies, between 13 and 40.
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 6'3
Eye color:: green-blue
Happy with it?: It's ok.
Hair color:: Dyed Black with Red roots
Happy with it?: it's not my ideal dream hair.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: right
Your living arrangement:: home...
Your family:: what about them dipshit?
Have any pets?: two dogs and a rat.
Whats your job?: fixing to be construction, I guess.
Piercings?: Present: Ear, 2 holes- 5/8" and 3g. Past: Left side of lip, brows. Future: Labret, Nostril, Industrial, Brow.
Tattoos?: Future: TOOL logo down my leg. Gün+her on my wrist.
Obsessions?: Music
Addictions?: Music
Do you speak another language?: VERY BASIC german stuff.
Have a favorite quote?: "Something has to change.
Undeniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear.
Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I would not want you any other way.
Just not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive."
Do you have a webpage?: used to.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: ...sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on the situation
Do you have any secrets?: yeah, some
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: yeah
Do you have any bad habits?: yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Uhm..my hair I guess.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Monolith
What's your biggest fear?: Being alone and old.
Can you sing?: no. I can scream OK, though.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ...wtf
Are you a loner?: Kinda
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Get myself ahead eventually
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I guess.
Are you a daredevil?: Only non-physical.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my looks and my manic depressive condition
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive, but can be aggressive.
Do you have a journal?: This isn't a real one, but yeah.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-coping well with death, weakness- being too passive.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my appareance
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: No.
Do you think life has been good so far?: To an extent.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't take anything or anyone for granted.
What do you like the most about your body?: My hair...
And least?: physique
Do you think you are good looking?: Not.
Are you confident?: Sometimes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: The Crow, dead...and trying to avenge something I can't change.
Are you perceived wrongly?: by certain people.
Do You...
Smoke?: every now and then.
Do drugs?: sometimes.
Read the newspaper?: no.
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: no.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: only have once, a stuffed Raccoon from Pocahontas, for reasons.
Take walks in the rain?: yeah.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah.
Drive?: I can, but not legally.
Like to drive fast?: No.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: only when screaming.
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: while I was in the woumb.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes..
Been in love?: moreso yes than no.
Done drugs?: yes.
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a medical emergency?: yes.
Had surgery?: oral surgery-wisdom teeth removal.
Ran away from home?: More like, walked away without notice.
Played strip poker?: no.
Gotten beaten up?: kinda.
Beaten someone up?: kinda.
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: yeah.
Slept outdoors?: yeah.
Thought about suicide?: yes, but thoughts and attempts do not mean jackshit. If you're going to do it, you would be dead.
Pulled an all nighter?: yes.
If yes, what is your record?: A long time.
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: yeah.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah.
Slept all day?: Yes.
Killed someone?: only in my mind.
Made out with a stranger?: no.
Had sex with a stranger?: no.
Thought you're going crazy?: yeah.
Kissed the same sex?: as a joke.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
Been betrayed?: of course.
Had a dream that came true?: nah
Broken the law?: Yes.
Met a famous person?: Lajon, Vince, and the other dude from Sevendust, Staind, Jake the Snake.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes.
On purpose?: yes.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: uh huh.
Stolen anything?: yeah.
Been on radio/tv?: n0p3.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah.
Had a nervous breakdown?: once...
Bungee jumped?: never
Had a dream that kept coming back?: not enough to consider typing it.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: I don't care if it doesn't concern me.
Miracles?: eh, maybe.
Astrology?: I like it.
Magic?: no.
God?: A god, not one certain entity.
Satan?: would be kewl but not really.
Santa?: no.
Ghosts?: Yeah.
Luck?: I guess.
Love at first sight?: Lust
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yeah.
Witches?: Yeah.
Easter bunny?: fuck.shit.no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: with the right person.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: every now and then.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Fuck organized religion, it's the cause of alot of pain.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I can't decide.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah
Who is your best friend?: A few.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Either Chris,Laura, Kellen, or Paula.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: ...
Your favourite inside joke?: boobs.
Thing you're picked on most about?: Take a guess..and now, for some reason, being a ":wigger:"
Who's your longest known friend?: I'd say Houston or Curtis...or even Rohan, but ehhhh.
Newest?: mall crew (since 2002)
Shyest?: Curtis
Funniest?: Luke is pretty damn funny, but all.
Sweetest?: Mujies or Danielle.
Closest?: quite a few.
Weirdest?: Fred?
Smartest?: Alot of my friends are really intelligent.
Ditziest?: TARA, haha.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Brian and Craig, Laura.
Last person you talked to online?: Tara
Who do you talk to most online?: Luke, Tara, Katie..etc
Who are you on the phone with most?: No one.
Who do you trust most?: I don't know.
Who listens to your problems?: Some.
Who do you fight most with?: Chris and Houston, or Jamie.
Who's the nicest?: All.
Who's the most outgoing?: Laura can be...Chris.
Who's the best singer?: Paula
Who's on your shit-list?: Luu.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Yes.
Who's your second family?: Chris's
Do you always feel understood?: When I'm talking with Paula.
Who's the loudest friend?: most.
Do you trust others easily?: Yeh.
Who's house were you last at?: Chris
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Hmm...Paulas or Lauras.
Do your friends know you?: somewhat.
Friend that lives farthest away:: Dixi.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No.
What do you find romantic?: Black roses, understanding, and Candles dripping of blood.
Turn-on?: blood, skin.
Turn-off?: Alot.
First kiss?: It was ok, I suppose.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Like an ass, helpless.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Either way.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Yeah, haha.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: Yeah, depending on who you think is unattractive.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No.
What is best about the opposite sex?: The Figure and the beauty they compose with their every move.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They confuse me from time to time.
What's the last present someone gave you?: Pantera CD.
Are you in love?: I think I am slowly getting there...again. I heal too slow and fall to fast.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Him.
You wanted to kill?: Luu
That you laughed at?: Luu.
That laughed at you?: Jessicka.
That turned you on?: Eh, this chick at the mall...
You went shopping with?: friends
That broke your heart?: Shut up.
To disappoint you?: Myself.
To ask you out?: J.O
To make you cry?: Laura, I think...a long while ago.
To brighten up your day?: Paula, Laura, Tara, Danielle, Chris...others..
That you thought about?: hmm
You saw a movie with?: Luke, Curley, and Griff.
You talked to on the phone?: Chelsey?
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Dude, you asked this shit.
You saw?: Chris.
You lost?: Ben.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no.
Will it be with your significant other?: ?
Or some random person?: ?
What are you wearing right now?: Clothes...My black Illig shorts, Manson shirt.
Body part you're touching right now:: None.
What are you worried about right now?: Rides to concerts.
What book are you reading?: Satan Speaks!
What's on your mousepad?: a gel wrist pad.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored, creative, thoughtful, dull, same.
Are you bored?: yep.
Are you tired?: a little.
Are you talking to anyone online?: luke.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nooope.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely yet content.
Are you listening to music?: I would be listening to BJORK if my soundcard worked :(
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: XmadroxideninjaX
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: I'm not my mother or my father.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Kiffer is a kewl name, even thought it's just a nickname.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: nah
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yeah
Basics
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: now and alot of the time.
If not, do you want to be?: eh...oh yeah, wrong question
Birthdate:: 8/15
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: varies, between 13 and 40.
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 6'3
Eye color:: green-blue
Happy with it?: It's ok.
Hair color:: Dyed Black with Red roots
Happy with it?: it's not my ideal dream hair.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: right
Your living arrangement:: home...
Your family:: what about them dipshit?
Have any pets?: two dogs and a rat.
Whats your job?: fixing to be construction, I guess.
Piercings?: Present: Ear, 2 holes- 5/8" and 3g. Past: Left side of lip, brows. Future: Labret, Nostril, Industrial, Brow.
Tattoos?: Future: TOOL logo down my leg. Gün+her on my wrist.
Obsessions?: Music
Addictions?: Music
Do you speak another language?: VERY BASIC german stuff.
Have a favorite quote?: "Something has to change.
Undeniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear.
Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I would not want you any other way.
Just not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive."
Do you have a webpage?: used to.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: ...sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on the situation
Do you have any secrets?: yeah, some
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: yeah
Do you have any bad habits?: yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Uhm..my hair I guess.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Monolith
What's your biggest fear?: Being alone and old.
Can you sing?: no. I can scream OK, though.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ...wtf
Are you a loner?: Kinda
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Get myself ahead eventually
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I guess.
Are you a daredevil?: Only non-physical.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my looks and my manic depressive condition
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive, but can be aggressive.
Do you have a journal?: This isn't a real one, but yeah.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-coping well with death, weakness- being too passive.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my appareance
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: No.
Do you think life has been good so far?: To an extent.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't take anything or anyone for granted.
What do you like the most about your body?: My hair...
And least?: physique
Do you think you are good looking?: Not.
Are you confident?: Sometimes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: The Crow, dead...and trying to avenge something I can't change.
Are you perceived wrongly?: by certain people.
Do You...
Smoke?: every now and then.
Do drugs?: sometimes.
Read the newspaper?: no.
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: no.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: only have once, a stuffed Raccoon from Pocahontas, for reasons.
Take walks in the rain?: yeah.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah.
Drive?: I can, but not legally.
Like to drive fast?: No.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: only when screaming.
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: while I was in the woumb.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes..
Been in love?: moreso yes than no.
Done drugs?: yes.
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a medical emergency?: yes.
Had surgery?: oral surgery-wisdom teeth removal.
Ran away from home?: More like, walked away without notice.
Played strip poker?: no.
Gotten beaten up?: kinda.
Beaten someone up?: kinda.
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: yeah.
Slept outdoors?: yeah.
Thought about suicide?: yes, but thoughts and attempts do not mean jackshit. If you're going to do it, you would be dead.
Pulled an all nighter?: yes.
If yes, what is your record?: A long time.
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: yeah.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah.
Slept all day?: Yes.
Killed someone?: only in my mind.
Made out with a stranger?: no.
Had sex with a stranger?: no.
Thought you're going crazy?: yeah.
Kissed the same sex?: as a joke.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
Been betrayed?: of course.
Had a dream that came true?: nah
Broken the law?: Yes.
Met a famous person?: Lajon, Vince, and the other dude from Sevendust, Staind, Jake the Snake.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes.
On purpose?: yes.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: uh huh.
Stolen anything?: yeah.
Been on radio/tv?: n0p3.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah.
Had a nervous breakdown?: once...
Bungee jumped?: never
Had a dream that kept coming back?: not enough to consider typing it.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: I don't care if it doesn't concern me.
Miracles?: eh, maybe.
Astrology?: I like it.
Magic?: no.
God?: A god, not one certain entity.
Satan?: would be kewl but not really.
Santa?: no.
Ghosts?: Yeah.
Luck?: I guess.
Love at first sight?: Lust
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yeah.
Witches?: Yeah.
Easter bunny?: fuck.shit.no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: with the right person.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: every now and then.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Fuck organized religion, it's the cause of alot of pain.
Where do you think we go when we die?: I can't decide.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah
Who is your best friend?: A few.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Either Chris,Laura, Kellen, or Paula.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: ...
Your favourite inside joke?: boobs.
Thing you're picked on most about?: Take a guess..and now, for some reason, being a ":wigger:"
Who's your longest known friend?: I'd say Houston or Curtis...or even Rohan, but ehhhh.
Newest?: mall crew (since 2002)
Shyest?: Curtis
Funniest?: Luke is pretty damn funny, but all.
Sweetest?: Mujies or Danielle.
Closest?: quite a few.
Weirdest?: Fred?
Smartest?: Alot of my friends are really intelligent.
Ditziest?: TARA, haha.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Brian and Craig, Laura.
Last person you talked to online?: Tara
Who do you talk to most online?: Luke, Tara, Katie..etc
Who are you on the phone with most?: No one.
Who do you trust most?: I don't know.
Who listens to your problems?: Some.
Who do you fight most with?: Chris and Houston, or Jamie.
Who's the nicest?: All.
Who's the most outgoing?: Laura can be...Chris.
Who's the best singer?: Paula
Who's on your shit-list?: Luu.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Yes.
Who's your second family?: Chris's
Do you always feel understood?: When I'm talking with Paula.
Who's the loudest friend?: most.
Do you trust others easily?: Yeh.
Who's house were you last at?: Chris
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Hmm...Paulas or Lauras.
Do your friends know you?: somewhat.
Friend that lives farthest away:: Dixi.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No.
What do you find romantic?: Black roses, understanding, and Candles dripping of blood.
Turn-on?: blood, skin.
Turn-off?: Alot.
First kiss?: It was ok, I suppose.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Like an ass, helpless.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Either way.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Yeah, haha.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: Yeah, depending on who you think is unattractive.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No.
What is best about the opposite sex?: The Figure and the beauty they compose with their every move.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They confuse me from time to time.
What's the last present someone gave you?: Pantera CD.
Are you in love?: I think I am slowly getting there...again. I heal too slow and fall to fast.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Him.
You wanted to kill?: Luu
That you laughed at?: Luu.
That laughed at you?: Jessicka.
That turned you on?: Eh, this chick at the mall...
You went shopping with?: friends
That broke your heart?: Shut up.
To disappoint you?: Myself.
To ask you out?: J.O
To make you cry?: Laura, I think...a long while ago.
To brighten up your day?: Paula, Laura, Tara, Danielle, Chris...others..
That you thought about?: hmm
You saw a movie with?: Luke, Curley, and Griff.
You talked to on the phone?: Chelsey?
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Dude, you asked this shit.
You saw?: Chris.
You lost?: Ben.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no.
Will it be with your significant other?: ?
Or some random person?: ?
What are you wearing right now?: Clothes...My black Illig shorts, Manson shirt.
Body part you're touching right now:: None.
What are you worried about right now?: Rides to concerts.
What book are you reading?: Satan Speaks!
What's on your mousepad?: a gel wrist pad.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored, creative, thoughtful, dull, same.
Are you bored?: yep.
Are you tired?: a little.
Are you talking to anyone online?: luke.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nooope.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely yet content.
Are you listening to music?: I would be listening to BJORK if my soundcard worked :(