Feb 10, 2009 21:34
My parents told me they didn't want me to take out loans and be in debt after school like they were....So I'm thank-full for them paying for my school thus far (not so much for the fights every time tuition is due).
Now that I have to take out student loans...again I am thankful that it is only 2,000 per semester as opposed to about 10,000 for a full college career.
BUT
Yelling at me every night, telling me I am a terrible child; I'm going to be the cause of you going into debt, I'm selfish, and telling me to drop out because you don't want to pay the amount when its due even though it will be given back to you, and fuck school, does not seem fair. Adding that I don't work hard also does not seem fair. I'm trying! I go to work and I make good grades in school....I just want a college education. I don't want to have a fight every night about it or feel as if I'm scum for wanting an education.