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new years eve.
another year gone by. fuck. everythings going by so fast. change isn't always necessarily good. things are definitely not the same.
i go for my six hours next week. kinda nervous.
2005. i never make resolutions because i never really needed to. i still don't. i wouldn't even know where to begin.
i'm going to long island today. maybe my resolution will be learning my self-worth. or maybe just simply not killing myself.
yanno whats really funny.
i watched fight club last night, with my emotional equivalent to the stock market crash of 1929 in freshman and sophmore year...kris. he came over. it was weird, in the beginning...we didn't really have much to say. he'll never change. but i have and i can honestly say that i feel nothing for him like that anymore. it's a good feeling.
i hate my family.
happy new year everyone.