bitterness is contagious
i was so awfully lazy this morning it was disgusting. i got up around 1030, and read until 1245..tried to get ready for work in 5 minutes but it just wasnt happening, so i was late. of course, just like every other day. because im sick of working. no, not sick of working, sick of not having anything to do. i enter the office everyday with a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach because im quite unsure of whether im going to make it or not. id rather be crazy busy and running all around like a maniac than this.
okay, enough complaing. who wants to hear it, haha. so my boss let me sit in the library and read the newspaper today because even she admitted there was nothing to do. sweet mary, i love her. okay so after work laura and i went on a date to applebees. sweet sisterly love. we had a lovely dinner and then she went over to a friend's house. me, and my motherly persona that i put on as soon as my parents left for pennsylvania today, went grocery shopping. i chatted with jj in the produce section, and then proceded to spend nearly $70. what can i say? my mother has not been shopping in awhile haha. so i came home, put all the groceries away and then cleaned the kitchen. i can't wait to be a mom/wife. ooh and i bought quite possibly the most delicious watermelon in the world today. go me.
so we went to see wedding crashers tonight. i'm not going to lie, i wasnt impressed...sure there were times when i was laughing pretty hard, but it just didnt do it for me. i think i just love rachel mcadams so it passed as decent. but dont let that keep you from seeing it, many others loved it. ooh yeah and i saw friggin becky martin! its been awhile, but i believe we are hanging out tomorrow so yay for that.
after the movie we picked up laura from her friend's and then proceded to four star. yeah it was her first time. can't believe it. and you konw what else i cant believe? that effing FATHER DOM was there.
right.
i thought you'd need a breather from that shocker.
so annnnnyway, we sat there while christina told laura stories about how she gets drunk...hahahaha. so yep we left around 1ishhh, and now im here and ive kinda got a bit of energy left in me.
tomorrow is saturday... a saturday that has nothing planned. thank god for that. ooh the possibilities.
so as of lately ive been feeling quite blah. quite lethargic. like i dont want to go out at night at all. something's missing. aahh.
"we’re never where we want to be, that’s ok with me, that’s just the way it is you see..it feels like make believe...
but tonight i’m down that i’m inside out, staring at the pictures in the album we forgot about, snd isn’t it a shame that times have changed, but isn’t it strange...life lines stay the same...round and round, can’t believe my heart has waited this long, all along we’ve been children in a cold world where wonder was lost everyday.. and if love was a compass oh, i’ve lost my way"
or maybe i just want some scottish guy to come sweep me off my feet or something, but im not so sure i believe in fairy tales.
and i will find the colours in my life the places and times it was now
and i will walk outside on my own into the light...
the kind of clarity that only comes to me on sunday's shine...sunday's shine
it tells me everything is not broken
no everything is not broken
if everythings not fine
and everything is fine
if everything is fine
if everthing is fine
okay, enough complaing. who wants to hear it, haha. so my boss let me sit in the library and read the newspaper today because even she admitted there was nothing to do. sweet mary, i love her. okay so after work laura and i went on a date to applebees. sweet sisterly love. we had a lovely dinner and then she went over to a friend's house. me, and my motherly persona that i put on as soon as my parents left for pennsylvania today, went grocery shopping. i chatted with jj in the produce section, and then proceded to spend nearly $70. what can i say? my mother has not been shopping in awhile haha. so i came home, put all the groceries away and then cleaned the kitchen. i can't wait to be a mom/wife. ooh and i bought quite possibly the most delicious watermelon in the world today. go me.
so we went to see wedding crashers tonight. i'm not going to lie, i wasnt impressed...sure there were times when i was laughing pretty hard, but it just didnt do it for me. i think i just love rachel mcadams so it passed as decent. but dont let that keep you from seeing it, many others loved it. ooh yeah and i saw friggin becky martin! its been awhile, but i believe we are hanging out tomorrow so yay for that.
after the movie we picked up laura from her friend's and then proceded to four star. yeah it was her first time. can't believe it. and you konw what else i cant believe? that effing FATHER DOM was there.
right.
i thought you'd need a breather from that shocker.
so annnnnyway, we sat there while christina told laura stories about how she gets drunk...hahahaha. so yep we left around 1ishhh, and now im here and ive kinda got a bit of energy left in me.
tomorrow is saturday... a saturday that has nothing planned. thank god for that. ooh the possibilities.
so as of lately ive been feeling quite blah. quite lethargic. like i dont want to go out at night at all. something's missing. aahh.
"we’re never where we want to be, that’s ok with me, that’s just the way it is you see..it feels like make believe...
but tonight i’m down that i’m inside out, staring at the pictures in the album we forgot about, snd isn’t it a shame that times have changed, but isn’t it strange...life lines stay the same...round and round, can’t believe my heart has waited this long, all along we’ve been children in a cold world where wonder was lost everyday.. and if love was a compass oh, i’ve lost my way"
or maybe i just want some scottish guy to come sweep me off my feet or something, but im not so sure i believe in fairy tales.
and i will find the colours in my life the places and times it was now
and i will walk outside on my own into the light...
the kind of clarity that only comes to me on sunday's shine...sunday's shine
it tells me everything is not broken
no everything is not broken
if everythings not fine
and everything is fine
if everything is fine
if everthing is fine