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Things have been good. Actually, things have been really good lately.
Josh is really coming around. And I'm begining to become happy to say that he is my boyfriend again.
Since the baby came, things haven't been all the different. I mean, everyone still smokes as much as they did, the only difference now, is that I sit with the baby instead of by myself while all this is happening. I don't mind watching him, it just bothers me that I have to be the one to sit there while they all get high. It's always been a subject that just rubbed me the wrong way I guess. I don't really feel like getting into it now.
Today Josh took me out to eat, and bought me coffee. I know that you can't buy love, but honestly this is the first time that he has actually taken me out and paid for things, and it just made me feel good.
I feel good about him. I have confidence. He is proving himself, and as pathetic as it sounds, it makes me happy.
Josh is really coming around. And I'm begining to become happy to say that he is my boyfriend again.
Since the baby came, things haven't been all the different. I mean, everyone still smokes as much as they did, the only difference now, is that I sit with the baby instead of by myself while all this is happening. I don't mind watching him, it just bothers me that I have to be the one to sit there while they all get high. It's always been a subject that just rubbed me the wrong way I guess. I don't really feel like getting into it now.
Today Josh took me out to eat, and bought me coffee. I know that you can't buy love, but honestly this is the first time that he has actually taken me out and paid for things, and it just made me feel good.
I feel good about him. I have confidence. He is proving himself, and as pathetic as it sounds, it makes me happy.