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Oct 29, 2008 23:44

My life has been nothing but depressing lately.
Everyday runs into the next and I feel as though I don't even have time to breath.
Everything is so rushed. Nothing is enjoyable. It's pointless.

Signing up for school was the biggest waste of money and time that I have spent this year.
Writing about what a #2 fucking pencil looks like is gay.
Writing about me is gay.
I have nothing to write for a personal narrative and my professor doesn't understand.
There is nothing in my life that is worth writing about.
I don't care about peoples lives, I don't see why anyone would want to know anything about mine.

I HATE THE FACT THAT EVERYBODY THINKS THEY HAVE A STORIE!
Everybody's life fucking sucks, what makes you think that I want to hear your version?!

I have been VERY irritable towards.. well.. everybody lately.
And I think that I am beginning to just not give a fuck. =]

Shawn is moving to Florida in either December or January.
He wants me to go with him, but I don't think that I want to go.
He won't even move out of his fucking moms house, never mind to Florida.

I am sick of never seeing my family.
I'm sick of living at his house.
I think I am actually home sick.
I am sick of having no friends.
But I have only been saying these things for the past three years now so, fuck it. Nobody obviously gives a damn so why should I? Tomorrow is another day of bullshit, better get some rest. If I'm lucky I won't wake up...
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