guess who's back? back again, matty's back, tell a friend...

[_mattxjac_]

wow first update in.....like months. so whats been going on with matt jacaruso you ask? absolutely fuckin nothing, played a show at the homecomming cook out, and we fuckin rocked, thats been about my highlight of the past 3 months. hmmm what else, nothign really, still single, what else is new, now i know most of you are thinking it's rachael again but its not, im past that, yet i love how i still talk about her constantly :x. oh well i guess that's how my mind works, cant live with her, cant live without her, seriously what would i do without that girl? if i had never met her? i really don't know. would i be happier? most likely not, i need her, i need to her to be mad at me all the time, i need her to be my best friend, i need to her do and be everything. oh, and i love how shes tlaks about me in her livejournal and its so obviously me :), i didnt think i could get to someone that bad, but i guess i can. i feel a sense of accomplishment in that, in a weird way. oh well, i know what i want to happen woith her never will so i guess i can either get over it slowly and painfully, or i can be miserable for as long as i know here which would be much worse, ahh i dunno whatever. i try not to think abouyt it anymore, it makes me feel bad, so i guess the hunt is on again...i doubt i'll ever find someone, just cuz im one of those people who all girls say they want a guy liek just as long as it ISNT the actual ME, which is fucked up in and of itself, but what are ya gonan do?. fuck it. ok enough Rachael for now. this weekend i have SAts which im freakin about cuz i know i'll bomb it and wont get into a good school ,then i'll be doomed forever, i guess we'll see how that goes. this weekend is also the mendon country fair at which im being out in the dunk tank (how'd i get suckered into that?!), and i know it'll make money cuz i know tons of people would love to see me get dunked, liek everyone would. ummmmmm oh yeah! nicki hack told me to call her this weekend if i was bored, woot woot, im wicked psyched about that, because i know i deffinately will call her, even if i not bored ;), maybe she want to hang out or somethin, i'll keep all my faithful readers updated on that, ummm thats it for now. TOMORROW IS FRIDAY so hopefully i'll have an update for everyone on the weekend, until then......

awesomely yours,
MaTt

p.s. Vf=Vi+at