Nov 15, 2005 08:22
I don't think I have ever been as happy and content with life as I am this year.
There is a guy who is so amazingly sweet to me, that I sometimes wonder if I deserve it. I'm usually the giving one in a relationship, the one doing all the nice things. But this time, it's different. This time, it's good.
I couldn't ask for better friends here either. There is a little clique of us that can not go a few days without seeing each other. Every night or every other night of the week we are getting together, having a few beers, and hanging out. They're the kind of people I've known for a few months, but loved instantly. I feel like I'm in an episode of Friends because the majority of them are my neighbors here, and I can just walk a few feet and go hang out at any time of the day. I never thought people like this existed. I am so lucky to have found them.
I really can not put into words the happiness I feel. I've waited my whole life for this to happen. To find such good people. To feel so myself. To just be.