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okay. definitely in a much better mood than yesterday. i was in a really bad mood for like.... 0 reason, as justified below:
reasons of sad:
1. getting my coyo rejection letter
2. sarah not calling me or talking to me whatsoever when she said she would.
3. kristen not being able to go out with me
4. amy being like 'i miss you' and then hanging out with some random kid tomorrow
5. feeling like i wasn't wanted by heights people
6. patrick being gay
7. liza being annoyed with me: (we were down at coventry, and i said the word "lesbian" kinda loud, and she just looked at me and was like "honey, we don't vomit on the sidewalk" and was acting like, "god i can't be seen with her")
8. starting some type of trouble (??) with sami and other people.
9. just feeling like an annoyance to everyone i talk to.
10. i miss ryan
11. i feel like all of my friendships are fake.
reasons of glad (which trump those of sad):
1. coyo? lolz who cares. i am awesome so there. i just learned a concerto cause today cause i was bored lol
2. sarah actually did try calling me. alot. and she was just as mad. and we hung out today and she gave me a fiesta pony (see pictures) soo its all good!
3. um..... kristen's parents are actually raging lunatics so its okay lol
5. audra called me today and wanted to hang out more :)
6. i called patrick and he actually isn't mad at me at all. he just hasn't talked much to anyone lately cause evan's grandma died and he's been doing family stuff with him. isn't he a cutie?!
7. apparently liza likes me! lol via the, "you only pwn the ones you love" philosophy of sami.
8. sami is a whore. actually, its her lack of whoriness with andrew which i love. and btwz, i was PWND xcore. alot. xxxxxxxcore. just wanna make that clear lol
9. i'm sweet. ? lol
10. ryan.... yeah. i dunno. i do miss him, but its my fault i deleted him from my phonebook and forgot his number :( go me?
11. as sami would say, "that is not true under any circumstance. period." hahah
OKAY!! :D goodness is good. so let's do that. claire comes home tomorrow. i think i'm going to give her a call to see the detailies on that.
today i hung out with my mom alot. she's been annoying lately but today she was less so. we went to radio shack (ghettoxcore) and bought a phone. i tried out the "sliver" or w/e and it actually does pwn my phone insanely. i'm typing really fast right now just so you know lol. anyway, so after that we went down to the beach to check out this beach-volleyball thing that i want to sign up for. and um, low and behold, there is a game going on.
and by a game, i mean what could be considered a gaggle of male strippers covered in sand and sweat - TOPLESS. looking MIGHTY fine. holy shit. i am SO excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is going to be awesome. apparently their first season already started but i'm signing up for the second season in the summer. :D:D:::D:D Ifasfhklsflhaksf i'm so pumped!!!!!!!!!! they were SO HOT. and i was EXTREMELY excited. OPA!!!!! so yeah, that kinda made my day.
while i was out, sarah called and we decided to have a romantic evening in the park. which included: 1. pringle trivia 2. being retarded 3. catching up 4. making fun of ghetto kids. then when i went home i was like "ummmmm let's watch a video, bex" so we watched home movies which were really funny lol.
um... and here are random pictures from today:
me et la mom driving a lot
FIESTA PONY??!?! lolz
isn't' that license plate SO cute?!
hilarious case in which a movie was held. it says "premium STD" LOL
alright. well i'm a spaz so i'm gunna go work on that lol cya!!! thanks for all of the random support, JE LES ADORE!
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