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I'm getting tired of seeing the same faces 24/7. There are a certain number of kids you see every day at every party at every meal at every store in every dorm at every class in every dorm.. That's why I like going downtown by myself sometimes. I don't care how "weird" it is, I just want a break from school. I don't know why I am in such a pessimistic mood right now. I don't really see what difference it makes if it never shows to anyone. I'm starting to notice this underlying cattiness in my roommate and this other girl. It's like they try to subtly shoot each other down whenever they get the chance. I can't fucking stand it anymore. Then they say that I'm too nice. No, I'm just not.. mean. You're not disguising your own problems by pointing out hers. Hot damn you aren't fooling anyone!
So on a better note, Halloween was a success. I wish my tupac costume was a bit more planned out though. I looked a little bit like "trashy white girl", but my thug life tat was siqqqq. Last night we went to another house party. Isabel, Kristen and I can have fun no matter what we do and not one of us pulls that debbie downer bullshit that I have been seeing a lot lately. Well, I should probably be studying the 100 origins and insertions I need to know by the end of the weekend. I'm missing my sister and my best friend and my mom AND AND chase and my bed and time to myself doing nothing and and the list goes on. Jacky and I are buying bikes.
So on a better note, Halloween was a success. I wish my tupac costume was a bit more planned out though. I looked a little bit like "trashy white girl", but my thug life tat was siqqqq. Last night we went to another house party. Isabel, Kristen and I can have fun no matter what we do and not one of us pulls that debbie downer bullshit that I have been seeing a lot lately. Well, I should probably be studying the 100 origins and insertions I need to know by the end of the weekend. I'm missing my sister and my best friend and my mom AND AND chase and my bed and time to myself doing nothing and and the list goes on. Jacky and I are buying bikes.