Blame it on the satellite that beams me home

[_mary1956_]

Driving around tonight I really began to realize how excited I am to be moving. I have loved and enjoyed living in this town, but I know I have grown out of it. I want a new setting that can give me more of everything I'm not getting here. I'm starting to realize how unsatisfied I have become and how I will be handed that clean slate that I need. I can finally be myself one hundred percent, which I feel like I can't do here. It's sad that I can honestly say I can't remember the last time I sincerely spoke my mind. I have been waiting to eventually leave this state, and it's all happening. Don't misunderstand me, I am a very grateful person. I love everything I have here, but this feeling seems inevitable and normal to me. I only hope California will treat me as kindly as Arizona has for the past 17 years.
Goodnight and goodbye.