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So, yesterday something happened which made me realise a couple of things. First of all, I can think I have dealt, I can think I had moved on, I was at peace, but clearly I wasn't. I didn't realise this until I actually uttered the words as to why I can't go back to Australia. I know, however, that sometime I will get over this, but Bas was right when he told me he could try to give me another world, but that I don't want it. beercAN told me that I must remember that there's a guy who could live a few streets away who likes me even more. But that's not the point. When I showed Bas my Australia pictures, I couldn't stop talking about all the people and the country anymore. I told him about how epic was the sweetest guy, about how I wish I could be closer to my brother and how that's mutual (it better be!).
A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Oh, this silence
It's so violent
Since you`re gone
So, even though Mar came to the realisation she is not quite over this yet, she also realised that she lost her heart to a country and its people. Which is why this is the not-so-official announcement that I'm coming back to Australia, whether you want me back or not.
edit: someone already thought this was a definite no to coming back, so here's for all of you to read: I don't know how, I don't know when, but I am DEFINITELY COMING BACK TO AUSTRALIA! whether you want me back or not :)
A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Oh, this silence
It's so violent
Since you`re gone
So, even though Mar came to the realisation she is not quite over this yet, she also realised that she lost her heart to a country and its people. Which is why this is the not-so-official announcement that I'm coming back to Australia, whether you want me back or not.
edit: someone already thought this was a definite no to coming back, so here's for all of you to read: I don't know how, I don't know when, but I am DEFINITELY COMING BACK TO AUSTRALIA! whether you want me back or not :)