drained
I am so tired of living this life. I am so tired of being stressed all the time. I have no freaking clue what my next step is going to be. Teach for America fell through, so much for that. I don't always have all the answers, why is that so hard for people to understand?? I DONT KNOW. Does life always have to have a plan? Can't I just figure it all out as I go? I just want to be happy. Nothing would make me happier than to wake up every morning, take care of animals and come home. Thats it, I wish I could take care of dogs or dolphins or horses even. The thought of dealing with people day in and day out makes me cringe, people can be so hateful and ugly.
bullet proof...I wish I was
bullet proof...I wish I was