the l0ngest 9 days of my life...
today my boyfriend left 2 puerto rico.. i know that space is good for a relationship.. but ughh its only the first few hours w.o. him im already dying.. i hate that i can only hear his voice.. i see him almost every day and now not to see him for 9 days is like a punishment.. ive already talked to him like 3 times since he got 2 puerto rico and it pushes the tears just knowing that i cant see him.. this may all seem very dramatic.. but im seriously inlove with this guy and 9 days seems like forever. ive learned to live with him.. he is a part of my life & it just feels abnormal not having him here... or like he says "your house is going to be quiet" lol.. i <3 him. ahh i miss him sooooo much.. its ridiculous how much. im trying to keep myself busy so i dont think too much about him being gone.. but every free second that i have i find myself just `sighing and frowning.. this just proves to me how lonely and empty my life would be with out him. i cant picture myself going to sleep without the `goodnight.sleep w. the angles.i love you` from him.. i miss his smell.. lol.. i miss his touch.. ahh i miss everything about him. ::sigh:: only 8 more days.. i survived the first one!! lol.. this weekend im super busy w. work soo thats definately awesome cuz then i wont have the free time to be depressed.. oh! and by the way.. GUESS h0w much i made in tips on sunday!?.. $140!!! AHH i was so0o0o excited and still am.. thats sooo awesome.. more than my pay check.. pr0ps 2 me. =].. on saturday i work from 8am - 5pm sooo ill probably get some very good tips too.. =] i l0ve making money.. it makes me feel very successful. ah ok i was just reminded again about adriel.. ahh its like circling me every where i look.. damn i miss him. i l0ve the fact that cingular still works in puerto rico cuz atleast talking to him keeps me sane. lol. i miss him.. i miss him. i miss him!!.. =(.. ok well im going to go and keep myself busy..
i miss adriel.. =*(
i miss adriel.. =*(