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Hooray! Finally a decent update....not that I can say it's gonna be an interesting one, but it might actually provide you that actually care with some proper insight into the things that have happened since....pfft December, if I remember rightly? When Saffron died...think that was my last update. She's so beautiful <3 still miss her like fuck... Anyway, on with the show - think I should structure it in order of events so as not to confuse anyone. Plus Karena now has a decent keyboard so I can efficiently type every letter =P I'm so geeky....
BE WARNED! This will be a huuuuuuge update...If you can't be fucked, go away. Piss off. Leave it for the bored ones =P
1. January - New Beginnings?
Well at the beginning of January, within the first week or so, I had the perfect opportunity to finally have what I most wanted - a life with Karena and my kiddies. The chance to live with her, spend every waking moment with her, put up with her moaning my head off, cuddling up to her every night.....and getting her bitched to make me hot chocolate 24/7 =D Sadly this was not to be...my 'father' thought it would be fun to make yet another decision for me, miles away from me and without making any contact with me whatsoever for weeks beforehand. Only ever interested when he can ruin someone else's happiness. So yes...he thought it best that I go back to live with my darling sweet mother and the rest of my tormentors. This was terrible for many reasons:
(i) I hated living there. From the age of 12 I had been dying to get away from the mental torment. Does my fucking nut right in.
(ii) Mother and Rab always keep a very tight rein and close eye on me. ALWAYS. So that wasn't good with the likes of telephone calls, sneaking in and out, having some privacy, doing things that I shouldn't....that kinda thing. Had to act like a good kid.
(iii) Whereas at my grandparents I received no attention whatsoever and was treated as if I were invisible, not to mention a pain in the arse, at the family household I was constantly questioned about everything that I did, and treated like a potential academic trophy. Not fun. Also, my little sister's constant need for picking on my every wrong-doing in attempts to get me grounded or in serious trouble were a complete and utter annoyance...to say the least.
(iv) I'm sure there's plenty more but most importantly....WHAT A COMPLETE FUCKING WASTE OF 6 MONTHS!!! =@
So yes. I was a little bitter at first...well very bitter actually. I suppose it's not all that bad sometimes. I mean, they built a whole new room just for me =O they kinda converted half of the living room into a bedroom, got new furniture, allowed me to paint it any colour I liked and decorate it with cool things. They also bought me a provisional driving license and are debating whether or not to buy me lessons for my 17th....they'd expected my 5th year report to be sparkling, but it was the total opposite. So they were rather taken aback at my half a year of utter laziness..and disappointed. Still think I'll get them =D I'm currently waiting for my mum to phone me back, though I doubt she will cause she's in a pisser. As usual. Think that's about the worst it's been so far.....couple of bad moods and a one-day grounding thing which totally didn't affect me because I wasn't going anywhere anyway =P haha! So yes....that is all.
2. Les Animaux
Well Saffron was a bit upsetting, as you all know already. But there was still Smudge the dog, and Domino and Chilli the rats. Domino was unwell for a while but making a rather good recovery. Then at the beginning of the year, I fell in love with Twinkle. Now that was something. She was so beautiful, got her from the Saltmarket pet shop. Didn't have enough money that Saturday to get her, I was so gutted. She was the most beautiful thing ever, I'd never had a female rat before. I cried so much, I was so unhappy that I couldn't have her. But it turned out that they still had her the next day, when Karena had money...and thus she became mine =D she was totey =| so small, black with beautiful wee white stripes here and there. A beautiful white flash on her face, white on her underside etc. Absolutely gorgeous. She came home with us in a Nescafe coffee jar, because the shop had no carry-boxes left =P So yus =D Had ideas to breed her and have little mini-rats =D awww. Karena thought Domino would be a good idea, because he was younger and not as potentialy violent as Chilli, but he was still really ill and so it wasn't that good an idea. We decided to wait though, apparently she was ready to mate right away, but she was still so small and Chilli's a huge mad sewer rat so =S but it seemed like a great idea to give something back to the Savoy Centre pet shop cause they were so nice and gave us our first ever rats, Spike and Chilli =) beginning my fascination with the furry ones =D
3. Other Interesting Material (perhaps....)
Ucht I dunno. Not much. Can't have a job because of studies. Which I must say are not going too badly. I failed my maths NAB, as I guessed I would've. Just can't really grasp any of it to be honest. But hey, I told everyone this ages before I even decided to go back to school. Had been saying to my tutor even before my Standard Grade maths that there was no way I was gonna choose it - Credit was hard enough, never mind fucking Higher. But hey, perhaps this will prove to my family that I'm not fucking invincible, I can't do absolutely everything. Never been good at maths. Apart from that...well English is OK as long as I catch up with all my essay work before the closing dates...Biology's going great, creating a wee colourful study notebook as we speak =D with a summary of each chapter. I know it sounds shite but the colours and cool diagrams help me to remember, I mean Higher Biology is so much more difficult, lots more things to remember. So yus =D Admin was OK to begin with but my teacher's getting on my tits. And well...we don't know what to expect for this year's exam, because it's a new system been introduced with a new syllabus. So fuck knows what we'll be questioned on - in effect, can't really prepare all that well for it.
My first exam - English - is on my 17th birthday. Ragin =@
Got my tongue pierced also. Rather amusing, didn't hurt as much as I expected it to. Imagined the pain to be unbelievable as it came right up through my tongue. Don't believe in having piercings numbed, don't like it. So =O go to Burning Monkey's people, always said I'd never go to anyone else apart from Nirvana, but they're just as good, a lot cheaper and I've not had even one totey wee problem with it so far. The only thing I had trouble saying was "tits" - shame cause it's one of my favourite words =( so aye..FINALLY!
Also, Sarahanne's birthday was on the 22nd. Had to go down and mingle with the family on Wednesday night as a result. The joys! She was all 21 and stuff...Jim was being a moany cunt as usual, picking on Linzi, but hey...he's always gonna be like that. Fred never really spoke to me though, same as Martin..hmm....yet he still wants me to visit him =S odd....think they're all just disappointed and angry because I made granny and grandpa upset. Ryan also made a dig about how clean my room is compared to how it used to be, and how orderly the house is since I've left...but hey he was drunk so it's allowed eh? He was actually quite funny, slagging Jim and that hahah. Hilarious.
4. Present Day
I'm gonna click "Update Journal" and I know I'll have forgotten something rather important. Or amusing. And I'll be raging. The dog is licking his nuts. He bit me earlier as I was typing and it damn fucking hurts. Hurts like a bitch =@ it's soooo fucking deep aargh....can't even really type all that much. Ooooh see I knew I forgot something...
Right, back =D just the thing about my sister's 21st there, thought that might have been of some interest to people. She was actually being OK with me for a change =| Josie never said one word to me all evening....perhaps a goodbye, if I remember rightly. Oh well...that is all for that.
Karena is attempting to touch me up =S and arguing with the Quiz TV Channel thing...she's odd =D she's calling me gay now... =S...I'm eating Jaffa Cakes also =D so that makes me happy. We called Jaffaholics Anonymous last week haha! Was rather humorous. Also gonna get round to getting a drink sometime tonight..like when I actually finish updating this =S not long to go mind you...well done for anyone who's stayed on this far =P
Twinkle (see top) is in a lot of pain also....she has half a tail =| well not really HALF...we tried her with Chilli last night, was so sweet =) they weren't even interested in doing each other, and Chilli (surprisingly =S) wasn't all that interested in tearing her to shreds. They even curled up next to each other to go to sleep =) awww!
Sadly however, their lack of randiness caused me and Karena to grow tired. So we went to put them in their respective cages so we could go to our bed. However, little Twinkle tried to escape....grabbing the base of her tail only caused it to like, fall off =| So that wasn't very good....rather horrific. Tried to keep calm but it was really scary =S So all that's left now is bone...tried in vain to get her seen to by the PDSA, but they're a bunch of cunts. Who are, if that's OK, getting the arse sued right off them for providing false information. Private veterinary treatment will cost a minimum of £40...which needs to be raised before Monday morning. Otherwise it'll go necrotic, die off and, effectively, kill her too. Eeek =S Gonna be really gutted if anything happens to her...like seriously. She's too young..
I'm brushing Karena's hair with my toes right now =D haha! She got a wee baby hamster on Wednesday there, 6 weeks old, dead totey and fluffy =D!! She called it Smokey. Read more about that on her LJ, she's wrote enough about her and I reckon anyone reading this is getting bored of my shite =P
Aimi's a moody cunt. LMAO!
That will be all, I think. I've probably forgotten something but who cares. I think that's enough for almost 3 months of non-contact with the world of le internet =P cheerioOoOo!!!
Sammie
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BE WARNED! This will be a huuuuuuge update...If you can't be fucked, go away. Piss off. Leave it for the bored ones =P
1. January - New Beginnings?
Well at the beginning of January, within the first week or so, I had the perfect opportunity to finally have what I most wanted - a life with Karena and my kiddies. The chance to live with her, spend every waking moment with her, put up with her moaning my head off, cuddling up to her every night.....and getting her bitched to make me hot chocolate 24/7 =D Sadly this was not to be...my 'father' thought it would be fun to make yet another decision for me, miles away from me and without making any contact with me whatsoever for weeks beforehand. Only ever interested when he can ruin someone else's happiness. So yes...he thought it best that I go back to live with my darling sweet mother and the rest of my tormentors. This was terrible for many reasons:
(i) I hated living there. From the age of 12 I had been dying to get away from the mental torment. Does my fucking nut right in.
(ii) Mother and Rab always keep a very tight rein and close eye on me. ALWAYS. So that wasn't good with the likes of telephone calls, sneaking in and out, having some privacy, doing things that I shouldn't....that kinda thing. Had to act like a good kid.
(iii) Whereas at my grandparents I received no attention whatsoever and was treated as if I were invisible, not to mention a pain in the arse, at the family household I was constantly questioned about everything that I did, and treated like a potential academic trophy. Not fun. Also, my little sister's constant need for picking on my every wrong-doing in attempts to get me grounded or in serious trouble were a complete and utter annoyance...to say the least.
(iv) I'm sure there's plenty more but most importantly....WHAT A COMPLETE FUCKING WASTE OF 6 MONTHS!!! =@
So yes. I was a little bitter at first...well very bitter actually. I suppose it's not all that bad sometimes. I mean, they built a whole new room just for me =O they kinda converted half of the living room into a bedroom, got new furniture, allowed me to paint it any colour I liked and decorate it with cool things. They also bought me a provisional driving license and are debating whether or not to buy me lessons for my 17th....they'd expected my 5th year report to be sparkling, but it was the total opposite. So they were rather taken aback at my half a year of utter laziness..and disappointed. Still think I'll get them =D I'm currently waiting for my mum to phone me back, though I doubt she will cause she's in a pisser. As usual. Think that's about the worst it's been so far.....couple of bad moods and a one-day grounding thing which totally didn't affect me because I wasn't going anywhere anyway =P haha! So yes....that is all.
2. Les Animaux
Well Saffron was a bit upsetting, as you all know already. But there was still Smudge the dog, and Domino and Chilli the rats. Domino was unwell for a while but making a rather good recovery. Then at the beginning of the year, I fell in love with Twinkle. Now that was something. She was so beautiful, got her from the Saltmarket pet shop. Didn't have enough money that Saturday to get her, I was so gutted. She was the most beautiful thing ever, I'd never had a female rat before. I cried so much, I was so unhappy that I couldn't have her. But it turned out that they still had her the next day, when Karena had money...and thus she became mine =D she was totey =| so small, black with beautiful wee white stripes here and there. A beautiful white flash on her face, white on her underside etc. Absolutely gorgeous. She came home with us in a Nescafe coffee jar, because the shop had no carry-boxes left =P So yus =D Had ideas to breed her and have little mini-rats =D awww. Karena thought Domino would be a good idea, because he was younger and not as potentialy violent as Chilli, but he was still really ill and so it wasn't that good an idea. We decided to wait though, apparently she was ready to mate right away, but she was still so small and Chilli's a huge mad sewer rat so =S but it seemed like a great idea to give something back to the Savoy Centre pet shop cause they were so nice and gave us our first ever rats, Spike and Chilli =) beginning my fascination with the furry ones =D
3. Other Interesting Material (perhaps....)
Ucht I dunno. Not much. Can't have a job because of studies. Which I must say are not going too badly. I failed my maths NAB, as I guessed I would've. Just can't really grasp any of it to be honest. But hey, I told everyone this ages before I even decided to go back to school. Had been saying to my tutor even before my Standard Grade maths that there was no way I was gonna choose it - Credit was hard enough, never mind fucking Higher. But hey, perhaps this will prove to my family that I'm not fucking invincible, I can't do absolutely everything. Never been good at maths. Apart from that...well English is OK as long as I catch up with all my essay work before the closing dates...Biology's going great, creating a wee colourful study notebook as we speak =D with a summary of each chapter. I know it sounds shite but the colours and cool diagrams help me to remember, I mean Higher Biology is so much more difficult, lots more things to remember. So yus =D Admin was OK to begin with but my teacher's getting on my tits. And well...we don't know what to expect for this year's exam, because it's a new system been introduced with a new syllabus. So fuck knows what we'll be questioned on - in effect, can't really prepare all that well for it.
My first exam - English - is on my 17th birthday. Ragin =@
Got my tongue pierced also. Rather amusing, didn't hurt as much as I expected it to. Imagined the pain to be unbelievable as it came right up through my tongue. Don't believe in having piercings numbed, don't like it. So =O go to Burning Monkey's people, always said I'd never go to anyone else apart from Nirvana, but they're just as good, a lot cheaper and I've not had even one totey wee problem with it so far. The only thing I had trouble saying was "tits" - shame cause it's one of my favourite words =( so aye..FINALLY!
Also, Sarahanne's birthday was on the 22nd. Had to go down and mingle with the family on Wednesday night as a result. The joys! She was all 21 and stuff...Jim was being a moany cunt as usual, picking on Linzi, but hey...he's always gonna be like that. Fred never really spoke to me though, same as Martin..hmm....yet he still wants me to visit him =S odd....think they're all just disappointed and angry because I made granny and grandpa upset. Ryan also made a dig about how clean my room is compared to how it used to be, and how orderly the house is since I've left...but hey he was drunk so it's allowed eh? He was actually quite funny, slagging Jim and that hahah. Hilarious.
4. Present Day
I'm gonna click "Update Journal" and I know I'll have forgotten something rather important. Or amusing. And I'll be raging. The dog is licking his nuts. He bit me earlier as I was typing and it damn fucking hurts. Hurts like a bitch =@ it's soooo fucking deep aargh....can't even really type all that much. Ooooh see I knew I forgot something...
Right, back =D just the thing about my sister's 21st there, thought that might have been of some interest to people. She was actually being OK with me for a change =| Josie never said one word to me all evening....perhaps a goodbye, if I remember rightly. Oh well...that is all for that.
Karena is attempting to touch me up =S and arguing with the Quiz TV Channel thing...she's odd =D she's calling me gay now... =S...I'm eating Jaffa Cakes also =D so that makes me happy. We called Jaffaholics Anonymous last week haha! Was rather humorous. Also gonna get round to getting a drink sometime tonight..like when I actually finish updating this =S not long to go mind you...well done for anyone who's stayed on this far =P
Twinkle (see top) is in a lot of pain also....she has half a tail =| well not really HALF...we tried her with Chilli last night, was so sweet =) they weren't even interested in doing each other, and Chilli (surprisingly =S) wasn't all that interested in tearing her to shreds. They even curled up next to each other to go to sleep =) awww!
Sadly however, their lack of randiness caused me and Karena to grow tired. So we went to put them in their respective cages so we could go to our bed. However, little Twinkle tried to escape....grabbing the base of her tail only caused it to like, fall off =| So that wasn't very good....rather horrific. Tried to keep calm but it was really scary =S So all that's left now is bone...tried in vain to get her seen to by the PDSA, but they're a bunch of cunts. Who are, if that's OK, getting the arse sued right off them for providing false information. Private veterinary treatment will cost a minimum of £40...which needs to be raised before Monday morning. Otherwise it'll go necrotic, die off and, effectively, kill her too. Eeek =S Gonna be really gutted if anything happens to her...like seriously. She's too young..
I'm brushing Karena's hair with my toes right now =D haha! She got a wee baby hamster on Wednesday there, 6 weeks old, dead totey and fluffy =D!! She called it Smokey. Read more about that on her LJ, she's wrote enough about her and I reckon anyone reading this is getting bored of my shite =P
Aimi's a moody cunt. LMAO!
That will be all, I think. I've probably forgotten something but who cares. I think that's enough for almost 3 months of non-contact with the world of le internet =P cheerioOoOo!!!
Sammie
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