*Just me again*
Hey well it's me again, know I've not been around much but I don't really have the time or money to be updating this a lot anymore sooooo.....
I'm just sitting with Karena at the net cafe, still at my grannie's so I don't have internet, as you've no doubt figured by now =P my mum STILL isn't talking to me but I got a postcard from my little sis and she brought me back a rock in the shape of a fag - apparently it was my mum's idea ='D So I'm going out with my sister on Tuesday and she's gonna watch me scream in agony as I get my tongue pierced =P should be worth it though eh...We'll ask Karena afterwards ;)
She made me go to the pet shop today on my work break and see these two beautiful wee guinea pigs <3 aaargh they're gorgeous! Kept telling myself I can't really afford to have any more pets, plus it's not really fair dumping them on my friends til I get a house of my own =( bit shit really, cause I've really fallen in love with these animals.
Which reminds me that, if you haven't already guessed, I've managed (with Karena's help) to retrieve my pets from that twisted foreign fat fuck =) so yus, my wee rats + hamster are enjoying staying in nice places now, away from the environment of a fat junkie slag. They still miss their mummies though (i.e. me + Karena =D).
Not impressed with the fact that Kirsty seems to think she can get wide with me + my lovely bean now that she's all "grown up" and stuff. Maybe she's sprouted her first pube or something and now she feels brave enough to say that she's totally changed and can therefore pick fights with both of us when she probably knew that the pair of us were only having a laugh etc. Quite pathetic really. You've actually gotta laugh at someone so immature.
On the other hand, I'm becoming increasingly run-down by work and proper life out of home and all that shit. It doesn't show all that much but I'm really tired and I've no money to myself by the end of the week. Plus I want guinea pigs (see above) =D so yeah, really got to start saving money and managing my finances more so that I can actually live on more than just takeaways, and have some money spare for emergencies (i.e. when I run outta fags =S). I feel like I'm getting underpaid in a shit job - the people I work with are nice enough, and they're good to me, but long hours like that really do my head in and I don't get to do much as they're kinda unsociable hours, which means all the shops and stuff are shut after I'm finished. Then if I get paid on Friday I have to wait til Monday for the first chance to bank my money - and to be honest, anyone who knows me knows that money has a nasty habit of slipping through my fingers so by the time the next week's started I've blown all that money on a load of shite. And then I expect to survive on a tenner's worth of fags all week.......not on.
So Karena's gonna have to lend me some come Tuesday so I can get pierced, maybe take Lindsey out to the pictures as well or something. Maybe my gran could lend me some, and I could give her it the following week, I don't know. I actually don't know why I'm writing any of this either, I suppose I'm just trying to come across as interesting =S
The big bad world is not as easy to tackle as I'd hoped it would be!!! ......But still, I'd rather be tired and penniless than stressed.....or dead =|
So now I'll love you + leave you =D 'cept all the cunts out there who think they're brilliant..... No names need mentioning!!
Sammie
xXxxXx
I'm just sitting with Karena at the net cafe, still at my grannie's so I don't have internet, as you've no doubt figured by now =P my mum STILL isn't talking to me but I got a postcard from my little sis and she brought me back a rock in the shape of a fag - apparently it was my mum's idea ='D So I'm going out with my sister on Tuesday and she's gonna watch me scream in agony as I get my tongue pierced =P should be worth it though eh...We'll ask Karena afterwards ;)
She made me go to the pet shop today on my work break and see these two beautiful wee guinea pigs <3 aaargh they're gorgeous! Kept telling myself I can't really afford to have any more pets, plus it's not really fair dumping them on my friends til I get a house of my own =( bit shit really, cause I've really fallen in love with these animals.
Which reminds me that, if you haven't already guessed, I've managed (with Karena's help) to retrieve my pets from that twisted foreign fat fuck =) so yus, my wee rats + hamster are enjoying staying in nice places now, away from the environment of a fat junkie slag. They still miss their mummies though (i.e. me + Karena =D).
Not impressed with the fact that Kirsty seems to think she can get wide with me + my lovely bean now that she's all "grown up" and stuff. Maybe she's sprouted her first pube or something and now she feels brave enough to say that she's totally changed and can therefore pick fights with both of us when she probably knew that the pair of us were only having a laugh etc. Quite pathetic really. You've actually gotta laugh at someone so immature.
On the other hand, I'm becoming increasingly run-down by work and proper life out of home and all that shit. It doesn't show all that much but I'm really tired and I've no money to myself by the end of the week. Plus I want guinea pigs (see above) =D so yeah, really got to start saving money and managing my finances more so that I can actually live on more than just takeaways, and have some money spare for emergencies (i.e. when I run outta fags =S). I feel like I'm getting underpaid in a shit job - the people I work with are nice enough, and they're good to me, but long hours like that really do my head in and I don't get to do much as they're kinda unsociable hours, which means all the shops and stuff are shut after I'm finished. Then if I get paid on Friday I have to wait til Monday for the first chance to bank my money - and to be honest, anyone who knows me knows that money has a nasty habit of slipping through my fingers so by the time the next week's started I've blown all that money on a load of shite. And then I expect to survive on a tenner's worth of fags all week.......not on.
So Karena's gonna have to lend me some come Tuesday so I can get pierced, maybe take Lindsey out to the pictures as well or something. Maybe my gran could lend me some, and I could give her it the following week, I don't know. I actually don't know why I'm writing any of this either, I suppose I'm just trying to come across as interesting =S
The big bad world is not as easy to tackle as I'd hoped it would be!!! ......But still, I'd rather be tired and penniless than stressed.....or dead =|
So now I'll love you + leave you =D 'cept all the cunts out there who think they're brilliant..... No names need mentioning!!
Sammie
xXxxXx