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Mr. McNealey's memorial was tonight. I haven't cried so much in I think my whole life. I have a headache cuz I'm dehydrated. I gathered up the courage to go and say somethign in front of people. Mostly cuz I really wanted to. Since I didn't get to tell him how much I appreciated him. I was all shaky but I think I got my point acrossed. Tonight I just realized how much people he really touched. I admire him greatly for that. I am gonna frame his pic that came with the program. I really want to have a full and interesting life like his.

I seriously love you Mr. McNealey!