Aug 16, 2006 01:58
Sorry I've been so antisocial everyone, but life for me has been rather weird as of late... This stuff is kinda personal, so I'm not going to spill it here. Lets just leave it at I'm feeling depressed, Tired, and Listless.
So yeah, surgery today. I had fun with that. They put me under "twilight sedation" which basically means I don't remember anything during the surgery, only falling asleep directly after. Its weird, because I was fully clothed after the surgery, and during I had to be nude from the waist down. So I guess SOMEONE dressed my naked ass. After that, I remember Bev bringing me to moes, I ate a burrito, and then passed out for another 6 or so hours. Then I talked to my Friend Brian Costain from Boarding School, who is coming to Visit on Thursday. I told him about my situation, and he basically dropped everything he had planned so that he could come spend some quality time with me. He had come last year, but it was about that time that I was dating "he-who-shall-not-be-named", so nothing really happened... He also invited me to be his date at his 5 year reunion at Landmark, which was cool because all my good friends graduated 2001. We're gonna have some fun with that, let me tell you. The backstory is, EVERYONE, teachers, students, even Mr G (headmaster) thought that Brian and I were going to end up together. At the time, it wouldn't have worked due to three important factors.
1.) Elyse was 16, Brian was 18.. STATUTORY!
2.) Elyse ended up dating (and in love with) Andrew Cardinale, Brian became ENGAGED to some lady (I don't Remember)
3.) Landmark= not the best environment for dating. No privacy, you get written up for PDA, that kind of thing. Plus after Brian graduated, He'd have to drive six hours to sit in the student lounge with me and then leave. Thats awful. Wouldn't have worked.
Soooo... We never became a couple. I don't know about now, but We'll have to see. I still love him deeply as one of the people in my life that I've gotten closest to. He knows just about EVERYTHING about me, and we've been through so much together...
God, I remember when my friend Annmarie died, I was crying so hard during the Memoiral service concert that I couldn't even sing... that he literally picked me up and carried me outside to make sure I was ok, and to give me some privacy.
And on a lighter note, Brian taught me how to kiss, in the back of a landmark van. I know! Cheesy! But, at the same time, I was nervous because I hadn't really kissed anyone, and he was like, "chill out... Look, come here, I'll show you". And we literally MADE OUT in the back of the landmark van, until a teacher yelled at us. Then we both blushed, giggled, and made fun of the prudish teacher the whole way home..
Ok enough Reminicing. I'm psyched he's coming, and that Bev will get to know him and hang out with us!!