i dont wanna see who i would be without you. i'd be just lonely.
So this weekend was pretty fun. I spent time with wonderful people. And I learned who is important and there for me. I also learned that counting on people too much is and can be a problem.
I have always prided myself on the fact that I have always had wonderful friends. I have always loved the fact that I and could depend upon them for support when I ask for it. I haven't asked for anything in a long time. And the delievered without my asking. I have been feeling alittle down lately. Things were getting rough, but last night you guys amazed me. And I love you for it. I love the dependability that you have without it being expected at that one moment. I love that we have become what we are.
I had a conversation with 2 wonderful people last night. Filled with smiles and tears, I was shown something I hadn't seen in a while. (or felt) I AM LOVED! For the first time in a month, I was able to cry. Liberating.
She told me I was special. She told me that she loved the fact we were friends, she showed people can care, and I thank her. Thanks more than anything Alicia. One day we will get through that conversation and I wont have to cry. I won't feel the need to cry for a loss or for the pain that is still and I believe always will be there.
I found a friendship in the least expected place. It is growing fast and it is just like another i used to have. I love the fact we can be friends the way we are and that we have bonded the way we have. You will never read this, but you know it. I love that we are friends.
These two people have really kept me sane.
I love you guys.
I have always prided myself on the fact that I have always had wonderful friends. I have always loved the fact that I and could depend upon them for support when I ask for it. I haven't asked for anything in a long time. And the delievered without my asking. I have been feeling alittle down lately. Things were getting rough, but last night you guys amazed me. And I love you for it. I love the dependability that you have without it being expected at that one moment. I love that we have become what we are.
I had a conversation with 2 wonderful people last night. Filled with smiles and tears, I was shown something I hadn't seen in a while. (or felt) I AM LOVED! For the first time in a month, I was able to cry. Liberating.
She told me I was special. She told me that she loved the fact we were friends, she showed people can care, and I thank her. Thanks more than anything Alicia. One day we will get through that conversation and I wont have to cry. I won't feel the need to cry for a loss or for the pain that is still and I believe always will be there.
I found a friendship in the least expected place. It is growing fast and it is just like another i used to have. I love the fact we can be friends the way we are and that we have bonded the way we have. You will never read this, but you know it. I love that we are friends.
These two people have really kept me sane.
I love you guys.