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why are things in life so difficult? when you get everything you really want out of it, you have to make some of the hardest decisions... and i don't know how to be strong enough to make them. i'm finally able and ready to leave this place, to grow up somewhere i love and enjoy the rest of my life... but the most important thing that i love in my life has to stay here. so how can i have everything i want really? something has to give. shitty, anything i decide ends in a compromise of something ive always wanted.