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I need a break from the books, so I'll update :)
Yesterday- oh my! so much fun!! I woke up and got ready and stuff like that and then I drove to Walgreens to get a gift bag, chips, a card, and pop for Matt's suprise party. Then I went over there and we all waited for Matt to get back with Amanda. It was a lot of fun. I met Nick and actually talked with him for the first time and I must say I approve :) He's a cool guy. I had to leave and go to dance but I def. went back. :) We talked and played some games then around 10:00 we all had to leave but we decided to go to Coney. I drove with Nick and I thought we had decided on the Coney on 19 & Garfield, but nope Hall and Van Dyke :) So we arrived fashionably late. Matt bought me a shake and I stole food off plates of others. Matt drove me home and I went straight to bed.
Today- Feel kinda crappy :-\ I woke up and took a shower and since then I've been studying. I did my spanish review and I'm working on history. I need to look over Chemistry! and math. I have dance at 4:30 but I'm leaving early to come home, study, and rest. School tomorrow :-\ Once again w/o the love of my life. His health needs to improve RIGHT NOW! I miss him too fkn much! Anyways... I've decided Brian and I will be getting married evetually and having kids one of whom will be a boy who cannot say hospital, but instead says hosibul. lol. It was a dream I had and it MUST come true! anyways, back to the books
[i want]: to be successful in life
[i have]: the most amazing friends and life I could ever ask for
[i wish]: that I knew what I wanted to do with my life
[i hate]: nothing (hate is a very strong word)
[i miss]: BRIAN!
[i fear]: being alone in life, the dark on occasion
[i love]: Brian more than life itself
[i always]: try to make the best of things
[i dance]: as a means of expression and at DSD
[i cry]: when I need to and when I'm emotionally unstable
[i do not always]: know why I do/say things
[i write]: what I feel/know
[i confuse]: the meaning behind what people say
[i can usually be found]: with Brian
[i need]: love, unfaultering, unconditional, everlasting, love
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday- oh my! so much fun!! I woke up and got ready and stuff like that and then I drove to Walgreens to get a gift bag, chips, a card, and pop for Matt's suprise party. Then I went over there and we all waited for Matt to get back with Amanda. It was a lot of fun. I met Nick and actually talked with him for the first time and I must say I approve :) He's a cool guy. I had to leave and go to dance but I def. went back. :) We talked and played some games then around 10:00 we all had to leave but we decided to go to Coney. I drove with Nick and I thought we had decided on the Coney on 19 & Garfield, but nope Hall and Van Dyke :) So we arrived fashionably late. Matt bought me a shake and I stole food off plates of others. Matt drove me home and I went straight to bed.
Today- Feel kinda crappy :-\ I woke up and took a shower and since then I've been studying. I did my spanish review and I'm working on history. I need to look over Chemistry! and math. I have dance at 4:30 but I'm leaving early to come home, study, and rest. School tomorrow :-\ Once again w/o the love of my life. His health needs to improve RIGHT NOW! I miss him too fkn much! Anyways... I've decided Brian and I will be getting married evetually and having kids one of whom will be a boy who cannot say hospital, but instead says hosibul. lol. It was a dream I had and it MUST come true! anyways, back to the books
[i want]: to be successful in life
[i have]: the most amazing friends and life I could ever ask for
[i wish]: that I knew what I wanted to do with my life
[i hate]: nothing (hate is a very strong word)
[i miss]: BRIAN!
[i fear]: being alone in life, the dark on occasion
[i love]: Brian more than life itself
[i always]: try to make the best of things
[i dance]: as a means of expression and at DSD
[i cry]: when I need to and when I'm emotionally unstable
[i do not always]: know why I do/say things
[i write]: what I feel/know
[i confuse]: the meaning behind what people say
[i can usually be found]: with Brian
[i need]: love, unfaultering, unconditional, everlasting, love
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!