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Hmmmm......
I'm in one of those moods where I dont feel as if I belong.
Going to a gay club last night made me realise I'm so out of my element there.
There is only truely one place where I fit in, and I go there EVERY single weekend... without fail.
Saying this, I've now realised it will be almost impossible for me to find someone, seeming every male at the place I go repeatively, is either straight or "bi - curious" [ which is the biggest load of bullshit if you ask me ]
Some people dont realise how lucky they are to be straight. I'm not becoming one of those self hating fags or anything... I'm just saying, being straight is a hell of a lot easier. Being gay means I have a lot less to choose from to begin with. I often find myself falling for boys who decide they want to be straight again later on in life. Quite retarded. Then you can pretty much cut out half of the gay male population because they're too femmy. Then of course you have your prefered taste. Which leaves you with even less.... and then the ones you actually like, have to like you in return. haha. ugh...
Something to think about I suppose.
I'm in one of those moods where I dont feel as if I belong.
Going to a gay club last night made me realise I'm so out of my element there.
There is only truely one place where I fit in, and I go there EVERY single weekend... without fail.
Saying this, I've now realised it will be almost impossible for me to find someone, seeming every male at the place I go repeatively, is either straight or "bi - curious" [ which is the biggest load of bullshit if you ask me ]
Some people dont realise how lucky they are to be straight. I'm not becoming one of those self hating fags or anything... I'm just saying, being straight is a hell of a lot easier. Being gay means I have a lot less to choose from to begin with. I often find myself falling for boys who decide they want to be straight again later on in life. Quite retarded. Then you can pretty much cut out half of the gay male population because they're too femmy. Then of course you have your prefered taste. Which leaves you with even less.... and then the ones you actually like, have to like you in return. haha. ugh...
Something to think about I suppose.