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I really dont care if no one comments to this.
Its christmas eve, im sitting in my room by myself drinking because that seems to be what im quite tallented in doing.... bored out of my mind and looking back at my year. I listen to one song on repeat because it makes me sad. does that even make sense? why would you want to listen to something that makes you sad? i seriously just want to cry. i cant remember the last time i did. maybe its what i need. my life has been so fucking retarded lately. crushing on the wrong people. money problems. im almost certain that i hate my job. not having a house to move to when my lease runs out in 2 weeks. yeah, im all about awesome right now. i dont mean to complain.... no fuck it, i have every right too. my life fucking bites right now.
merry christmas to all, and to all a good night.
Its christmas eve, im sitting in my room by myself drinking because that seems to be what im quite tallented in doing.... bored out of my mind and looking back at my year. I listen to one song on repeat because it makes me sad. does that even make sense? why would you want to listen to something that makes you sad? i seriously just want to cry. i cant remember the last time i did. maybe its what i need. my life has been so fucking retarded lately. crushing on the wrong people. money problems. im almost certain that i hate my job. not having a house to move to when my lease runs out in 2 weeks. yeah, im all about awesome right now. i dont mean to complain.... no fuck it, i have every right too. my life fucking bites right now.
merry christmas to all, and to all a good night.