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Ah~! I'm feeling much better today, ne? X3 Thank you to everyone who was concerned about me yesterday, nya~. I really am doing much better today. =D
Hyuu~! Only a couple more days until the dance, ne? I can't wait, nya~. Dances are always fun, ne? :3
Then after that, we have Christmas break~ Hyuu...a break from classwork will be nice, ne? I'm looking forward to it. :3
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Anzu invited me to stay with her over Christmas Break. She said that she had been planning to invite me anyway, but I'm still astounded by her kindness. She let me lean on her and tell her my problems...I've never told anyone some of the things I told her yesterday.
Of course, I still haven't told her everything. Maybe someday I will. I just didn't feel it was necessary, that's all.
My whole life, I've been told how worthless I am. Ashura played with my mind, told me that no one would ever care about me, except him. He would tell me I was a horrible child, but that he loved me anyway. I know now that he was manipulating me. Sometimes I still get in moods though...where I really feel alone that way. Like I have no one.
...I can't think of a single time in my entire life where I've been able to lie in someone's arms and tell them my troubles. I can't put into words what a wonderful feeling it is. I suppose I've missed out, ne? ^^;
Well, problem number one is solved. I'll be staying with Anzu for Christmas, so Ashura won't see me until the summertime unless I get another summons at Easter, but let's not think about that, ne?< It still bothers me that Ashura has been spying on me though. How could he be doing it? o.o
...I don't want to think about that now.
I wonder what Anzu's family is like? :x I suppose I'll get to meet her parents, then ...oh Merlin, that'll be weird. o.o;;; Aha...well...hopefully things will go well, ne? :3
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Fai owled his Secret Santa gift to Yuffie tonight. He ordered her a sampler pack from Zonko's, but then he decided that it didn't really give enough stuff, so he ordered three and put all of them together, pretending that he bought them that way. =D; He also threw in a few chocolate frogs, becuase he couldn't decide whether to get her Zonko's stuff or candy.
He attaches a short note to it that say "Merry Christmas, nya~" he knows the "nya~" gives him away, but he either didn't notice or doesn't care. XD;
Hyuu~! Only a couple more days until the dance, ne? I can't wait, nya~. Dances are always fun, ne? :3
Then after that, we have Christmas break~ Hyuu...a break from classwork will be nice, ne? I'm looking forward to it. :3
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Anzu invited me to stay with her over Christmas Break. She said that she had been planning to invite me anyway, but I'm still astounded by her kindness. She let me lean on her and tell her my problems...I've never told anyone some of the things I told her yesterday.
Of course, I still haven't told her everything. Maybe someday I will. I just didn't feel it was necessary, that's all.
My whole life, I've been told how worthless I am. Ashura played with my mind, told me that no one would ever care about me, except him. He would tell me I was a horrible child, but that he loved me anyway. I know now that he was manipulating me. Sometimes I still get in moods though...where I really feel alone that way. Like I have no one.
...I can't think of a single time in my entire life where I've been able to lie in someone's arms and tell them my troubles. I can't put into words what a wonderful feeling it is. I suppose I've missed out, ne? ^^;
Well, problem number one is solved. I'll be staying with Anzu for Christmas, so Ashura won't see me until the summertime unless I get another summons at Easter, but let's not think about that, ne?< It still bothers me that Ashura has been spying on me though. How could he be doing it? o.o
...I don't want to think about that now.
I wonder what Anzu's family is like? :x I suppose I'll get to meet her parents, then ...oh Merlin, that'll be weird. o.o;;; Aha...well...hopefully things will go well, ne? :3
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Fai owled his Secret Santa gift to Yuffie tonight. He ordered her a sampler pack from Zonko's, but then he decided that it didn't really give enough stuff, so he ordered three and put all of them together, pretending that he bought them that way. =D; He also threw in a few chocolate frogs, becuase he couldn't decide whether to get her Zonko's stuff or candy.
He attaches a short note to it that say "Merry Christmas, nya~" he knows the "nya~" gives him away, but he either didn't notice or doesn't care. XD;