May 10, 2005 22:16
... I'm really tired of living. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of this routine, day after day after day after day. I'm tired of my personality. I'm tired of my life. Period.
Tonight, I raid the bathroom cabinet for answers. Tonight my image dies. Tonight.. I change who I am. Tonight..... I give up. I just give up on myself and others. Where did it all go downhill? Where did I go wrong? How could this happen to me? Me?! Someone.. please.. please... help me. I'm not Joe anymore. I'm a shell of who I used to be. Bring the hammer on this shell and free me. Please.. Jesus fucking Christ. Please.