so i cry
3/19/05 r.i.p. nicolas santiesteban. i feel like i cant even breathe. he was just a little boy.... i cant beleive this. leukemia. and he was doing so well wasnt he? life is so twisted.
its not fair. i mean, usually have no problems dealing with death, i am always the one who knows what to say to people who are sad saying everyhtings okay. but lately its been too much. for the past two years theres been so many- and less than half of them being adults. i know what ive always said about death, that everyone has their time and everything happens for a reason, but for some reason i cant beleive my own opinion right now.
"some dance to remember, some dance to forget"
its not fair. i mean, usually have no problems dealing with death, i am always the one who knows what to say to people who are sad saying everyhtings okay. but lately its been too much. for the past two years theres been so many- and less than half of them being adults. i know what ive always said about death, that everyone has their time and everything happens for a reason, but for some reason i cant beleive my own opinion right now.
"some dance to remember, some dance to forget"