Insurance. I don't care if I'm cleaning up vomit, I just want insurance and stability...cuz I've faced the fact that I will NEVER find a job that doesn't make me miserable.
You know you're getting old when the most important thing is insurance, right? Fuck the money, fuck the people, fuck "being happy" as long as you can get checkups and hospitalization and drugs.
I was looking in a natural medicine book someone loaned me but didn't see anyting practical for asthma :( One of them was visualization. Visualize your lungs clearing or something. Half their crap is... well, distasteful, involves garlic or is laughably insane.
Yeah. I wonder if the naturalistic solutions are only made to SEEM like distasteful, insane crap because the drug companies have such ideas burned into our brains. Cuz I swear, the fact that we ARE addicted to insurance proves...something. I think the drugs that I need (or THINK I need) are doing more harm than good. It's all about keeping us coming back for me. If we're CURED, they lose business.
Blah, whatever. Lost cause. Anyone with half a brain already knows this shit. Etcetera, etcetera. I don't know why I let it plague me to the point of rambling when there's obviously nothing I can do about any of it.
For me it was distasteful because it seems to be a lot about vinegar and onion juice and garlic. Stuff I don't really process well.
Which reminds me, I saw this ad on TV for these pads you put on the soles of your feet at night and in the morning they've "leeched" out toxins. YOu then send the dirty pads in to get analyzed. I wanted to google that but forget the name.
But how is a hot mashed banana with olive oil on the outside of my throat going to help my tonsils stop being infected? That one puzzles me.
Now we just need to get Kryssi a good job and we are golden.
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Anyway, yeah good for you Chris. Yaaay!
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I was looking in a natural medicine book someone loaned me but didn't see anyting practical for asthma :( One of them was visualization. Visualize your lungs clearing or something. Half their crap is... well, distasteful, involves garlic or is laughably insane.
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Blah, whatever. Lost cause. Anyone with half a brain already knows this shit. Etcetera, etcetera. I don't know why I let it plague me to the point of rambling when there's obviously nothing I can do about any of it.
It is what it is.
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For me it was distasteful because it seems to be a lot about vinegar and onion juice and garlic. Stuff I don't really process well.
Which reminds me, I saw this ad on TV for these pads you put on the soles of your feet at night and in the morning they've "leeched" out toxins. YOu then send the dirty pads in to get analyzed. I wanted to google that but forget the name.
But how is a hot mashed banana with olive oil on the outside of my throat going to help my tonsils stop being infected? That one puzzles me.
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...which would give me severe anxiety.
...which actually PERPETUATES my asthma.
The universe only keeps me around for entertainment purposes, I'm sure of it.
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