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I'm afraid of what is to come in the next words I write to you. I've been writing this letter to you for months now in my mind. I've finally found the courage to put it in print, to actually let you know how I feel. I fear your response. Are you going to understand? Will you feel the same way? Or shall I just fetch the broom to sweep up the shattered pieces of my heart again?
I've missed you. Oh God how I've missed you. Since the day we parted I haven't been able to think of anyone but you. My mind always wanders back to those happy moments we shared. Those amazing and passionate kisses in the secrecy of your room. I wish I could lay on that bed just once more and have you put your arm around me. To stay in that moment forever would be a beautiful way to spend eternity. I think of our past together and I pray that my future will be shared with you. I miss your touch and the way it sent chills down my spine. I miss the way you smelt, mixed with my perfume; completely intoxicating. The look in your eyes when you looked at me, so deep and caring. You loved another though.
We parted ways so harshly. Please forgive me for words I said then. None of them mean anything to me. My anger and heartbreak over took my true feelings. I've been waiting so long to tell you how I feel. Not a day passes that it eats away at my soul. I will never move on until you know. Tears fall from my eyes, knowing you are out in the world somewhere, happy with someone who isn't me. That should be me your arm is around. It should be me you laugh with, that you feel safe with. I could be your world, but you are someone else's.
One day I will say this all to your face. I will gain the courage to walk right up to you and say: "I love you."
Forever my heart is yours...
I've missed you. Oh God how I've missed you. Since the day we parted I haven't been able to think of anyone but you. My mind always wanders back to those happy moments we shared. Those amazing and passionate kisses in the secrecy of your room. I wish I could lay on that bed just once more and have you put your arm around me. To stay in that moment forever would be a beautiful way to spend eternity. I think of our past together and I pray that my future will be shared with you. I miss your touch and the way it sent chills down my spine. I miss the way you smelt, mixed with my perfume; completely intoxicating. The look in your eyes when you looked at me, so deep and caring. You loved another though.
We parted ways so harshly. Please forgive me for words I said then. None of them mean anything to me. My anger and heartbreak over took my true feelings. I've been waiting so long to tell you how I feel. Not a day passes that it eats away at my soul. I will never move on until you know. Tears fall from my eyes, knowing you are out in the world somewhere, happy with someone who isn't me. That should be me your arm is around. It should be me you laugh with, that you feel safe with. I could be your world, but you are someone else's.
One day I will say this all to your face. I will gain the courage to walk right up to you and say: "I love you."
Forever my heart is yours...