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dear me,
stop being pessimistic. start being happy again, i miss that. you need to trust everyone, including yourself. try to figure out what youre confused about, and stop being such a bitch tonight...no one deserves that. learn to kvetch, but not be hated. i hate you and youre too complicated and sometimes your unorganization makes me go crazy and freak out.
hating you forever,
your fears within.
dear you,
we havent talked in two days and this has given me time to think about how much i hate you, thanks. see here's the thing, i do hate you. i hate you and love you all at the same time and its too complicated and makes me get lost. At first we could talk from 12 to 5 and not ever not have anything to talk about, but now we dont have anything to talk about except problems. its irritating.
love you,
me.