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[_luv_me_]

what about everything you said to me, what about things not changing, what about the movies we were going to see, what about disneyland with your free passes, what about tanning all summer so i wouldnt be as white, what about all the month anniverseries you told me to write on my calander that will now mock me everytime i change the month, what about the promises, what about the plans we had. how does it just end so suddenly. how does it all just disapear into thin air. how could you forget everything so quickly.... b/c i cant
it seems like everything reminds me of you, i finally distract myself and get you off my mind and then all of a sudden something, the most randomest thing reminds me of you, or one of our inside jokes, or our plans, or something you told me
i cant take it any more!