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Did I just screw up again? Wow classic, going 2 for 2. But what can I do now? Dwelling on the situation doesn't help, but that's all I do. The only thing I can do is change, and deep down I know I want to. But by changing means changing me, and I don't know how to handle that.I don't know how to just stop what I'm doing. Of course I want to because I'm hurting a lot of people & I hate that. I'm just going to need a few people to help me through it. It's just a matter of having enough will power and putting up my guard. All in all, I hate boys. I think I need a break from them.
But anyways...
I'm goin to Georgia on THURSDAY to visit Anna & Chelsey.
I need this so much.
Just to get away from EVERYTHING that the New Year has already brought upon me.
I need to spend time with the 2 people that mean the world to me.
I need to get away from all the drama & bullshit that goes on in this town.
I'll finally have a good vacation where I can just relax & have fun!!
I miss them so much, and I am finally gettin to see them <33
Anyways, I fuckin hate cell phones & computers. All I want to do is get a damn ringtone, but it said I already singed up, hmm I definetly did not and it's pissing me off because my phones are never cool & I want a ring tone! I'm having a bad night:(:( All I want to do is fast forward to Thursday night when I leave!!! And I just got bit on my foot by a mosiquito ... awesome.
But anyways...
I'm goin to Georgia on THURSDAY to visit Anna & Chelsey.
I need this so much.
Just to get away from EVERYTHING that the New Year has already brought upon me.
I need to spend time with the 2 people that mean the world to me.
I need to get away from all the drama & bullshit that goes on in this town.
I'll finally have a good vacation where I can just relax & have fun!!
I miss them so much, and I am finally gettin to see them <33
Anyways, I fuckin hate cell phones & computers. All I want to do is get a damn ringtone, but it said I already singed up, hmm I definetly did not and it's pissing me off because my phones are never cool & I want a ring tone! I'm having a bad night:(:( All I want to do is fast forward to Thursday night when I leave!!! And I just got bit on my foot by a mosiquito ... awesome.