oh boy
ok so i'm only 3 weeks into summer and i'm already bored. i'm bored with work, home, and life in general. i miss my mt. pleasant friends SO BAD! i miss being able to just hang out with people all the time! i miss not having to work...haha.
idk home is good too though. i work cause i need the money. this first rent check just broke me. it's good to see my family....once in a while. i mean i love them, but i can only take so much at a time. (no offense sabrina). it's just boring sitting at home cause honestly there's not a lot to do here...hence why i hardly ever have people over...
mark and i are great. he's going camping on saturday for one of our friend's birthday's. saturday is our 2 1/2 year anniversary....so yeah. i would go camping, BUT i got stuck working this god awful memorial day weekend. yippee...
work sucks right now. i've been getting stuck with the 2-10 shift practically every single day. NO ONE else in garden center has that shift...ever. and they all leave me at like 5 or 6 so i'm there for HOURS by myself....boring...and because i keep getting stuck with that shift, it's too late to plan anything that night. so basically, because of work...i have no life. becasue i get home late and mark works early and has to sleep early, i won't get to see him for 4 days. gah! i have no idea if my friends from up here still exist, because no one seems to care if i do or not. anyone i try to talk to never responds or gets back to me so idk....i guess whatever. i try...i really do.
family life is doing a little better since the last post, but still a little awkward cause i can't get what i want....selfisd maybe, but true. it's not like it affects them at all...and i am 20 years old...so whatever.
my car just rolled over 118,000miles today. that means i have put over 23,000 miles on it since i got it. and i don't drive it that much....just long distances....grrrr
maybe that's why i'm cranky. idk...i get to work early tomorrow for once so come see me....8-6, i'll be there...i'd love a little company.
or you can ALWAYS give me a call...cause i ALWAYS return them....i miss socializing....:(
argh...anywho...good night
idk home is good too though. i work cause i need the money. this first rent check just broke me. it's good to see my family....once in a while. i mean i love them, but i can only take so much at a time. (no offense sabrina). it's just boring sitting at home cause honestly there's not a lot to do here...hence why i hardly ever have people over...
mark and i are great. he's going camping on saturday for one of our friend's birthday's. saturday is our 2 1/2 year anniversary....so yeah. i would go camping, BUT i got stuck working this god awful memorial day weekend. yippee...
work sucks right now. i've been getting stuck with the 2-10 shift practically every single day. NO ONE else in garden center has that shift...ever. and they all leave me at like 5 or 6 so i'm there for HOURS by myself....boring...and because i keep getting stuck with that shift, it's too late to plan anything that night. so basically, because of work...i have no life. becasue i get home late and mark works early and has to sleep early, i won't get to see him for 4 days. gah! i have no idea if my friends from up here still exist, because no one seems to care if i do or not. anyone i try to talk to never responds or gets back to me so idk....i guess whatever. i try...i really do.
family life is doing a little better since the last post, but still a little awkward cause i can't get what i want....selfisd maybe, but true. it's not like it affects them at all...and i am 20 years old...so whatever.
my car just rolled over 118,000miles today. that means i have put over 23,000 miles on it since i got it. and i don't drive it that much....just long distances....grrrr
maybe that's why i'm cranky. idk...i get to work early tomorrow for once so come see me....8-6, i'll be there...i'd love a little company.
or you can ALWAYS give me a call...cause i ALWAYS return them....i miss socializing....:(
argh...anywho...good night