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[_lovinq]

yay it's my birfdayyy :) I hope today is really awesome. I should probably be sleeping right now but i took a long nap after work so yeah...

A little after 12 i went to go buy my first legal pack of cigs...and i was sooooooooo mad THEY DIDN'T CARD ME! uhhh my plan failed. But hey i have all day. so im gonna try again lol.

I really hope he calls me

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[mikeyj]

i wasn't carded on my 18th or 21st birthday.

it's like they know, and they're just trying to kill your joy.

[_lovinq]

i know! we should get them bastards in trouble!

[mikeyj]

didn't think about that...but thats a good idea! it'll show them for ruining our birthday fun...

[_lovinq]

heck yes it will! I'm gonna try again today and if they don't im totally gonna beat them up!

[anonymous]

today will be sweet. don't worry about it. so...well my mom is bitching at me about some random thing so i guess i don't have time to leave you a good comment huh. happy birfday.

[japhasca]

^ that was me. oops.

[_lovinq]

jay you dork. you always do that

[japhasca]

it's cuz i stay online for so long it auto-logs me off and i don't realize it. so yep, i do always do that.

[i_feel_so_182]

hey happy birthday amanda!! im sorry i cant be there with ya to enjoy it... doctor told me i should be around people for a couple days.... i already got my dad sick lol, and he's barely even around me at all. i promise ill make it up to ya... ill buy u some smokes and a ice capp in a few days.

[anonymous]

why all of a sudden do you want a really good relationship with your father???? what do you miss so much the fact that you or nobody else can use him call him names or blame him for everything and treat him like shit. your are right people do stay away when this continues to happen. take responsbility for your actions and grow up and let everybody know all the things you have done to him.

[_lovinq]

Under the circumstances I've only been nothing but nice to you, when i could have been horrible to you after everything that has happened to our family..including you. You have no idea how i have been trying to get my fathers approval all these years and nothing is ever good enough. You've never had kids of your own. You have no idea how the parent-child dynamic works.

[anonymous]

Miss Anonymous,

Please be brave enough to call me. I have some things I would like to tell you. You are so in the dark. You have no clue. These kids have tried to have approval for years from him. Any child will do that - even those with abusive parents. You don't see her all torn up inside about their relationship. It's no joke. This is the biggest reason she has been in turmoil all these years. You don't have kids to know that teenagers are not easy. Every teenager does something and I happen to know for a fact that Mr. L. was no angel whatsoever when he was one. When you are brought up around criticism and negativity your whole life you tend to become the same way.

[kalakalakeee73]

I don't know who you are.. But, why wouldn't someone want a good relationship with their father? I don't have a good one with mine, and if he wasn't an ass to me... Maybe I would like to have him in my life. You have no right to tell Amanda that.. Especially when she is trying to make things work. Everyone makes mistakes.. Amanda deserves a second chance, and so does everyone else who makes a mistake. Parents are supposed to be there for you, and I completely understand why she wants that.

Amanda- though we don't talk as much as we used to, you don't in any way shape or form deserve that. People make mistakes, other people need to get over that. I love you!

[kalakalakeee73]

happy birthday!!! :o)