Aug 14, 2005 17:33
I fucking hate going to goddamn fucking wrestling shows anymore.. I got in trouble for Zuber leaving the show!! And when i called him and asked him where he was he told me and i got all pissed off and after we hung up, i started to cry because everyone was blaming me for him leaving!! I mean, why the hell am i the problem? what the fuck did i do?? NOTHING! It just gets goddamn fucking annoying anymore.. and with all this shit going on w/ Zuber & EGW it makes me wanna FUCKING KILL SOMEONE!!.. And then night prowler saw me crying after his match w/ porter (which by the way Zuber was supposed to be in) i told him what was going on and he said to not worry about it, but how can i not worry about it??? I got so shaken up about it that i couldn't breathe and my mom made me sit out in the lobby until i was ready to go back in the gym.. goddamn fucking mother fuckers have got to stop blaming me for this shit.. whatever.. i'll update later on.. bye..
-Leighanne
PS Zuber, I have your goddamn shirts after all the hell i went through tonight because Lorraine and Jess said they weren't taking them.. better be fucking thankful and you ain't gonna see them for a long time til after i come back on the 24th.. now GOODBYE!
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EDIT::
To think that getting some sleep would put you in a better mood, i'm not.. i'm still so pissed off about last night.. i mean what can i do? Everyone in EGW is hating him right now and to believe that I stuck up for him? What was I thinking? Seriously? Can anyone get inside my head and tell me?? Argh!!
On a better note, Tiff was there last night.. and so was her cousin.. we were talking.. and her cousin doesn't like my brother because of what he did to tiff.. it was funny though.. be right back.. my mom needs me.. argh!
Alrighty, I'm back... and i gotta go.. I prolly wont update til like the 25th because i'm away for a week and a half.. laters!! I love yous!!
-Leighanne
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