Too many damn updates!
I love to swear, but never in real life because it isn't funny when people swear in real life, only in this fake life that I love.HHMMMM... let me tell you the one reason why I like college. Well the reason is because all the people here seem to be athletically inclined, or just merely annorexic, the two catagories that I fit best into. I have this dreamy friend who loves to play soccer. So me, him and others sneak onto the high school soccer field and play at night. And whenever he score a goal he puts his shirt over his head spreads out his arms and runs in circles scream....a handsome lad, but very very special. Naw I like him though. But yes, it is nice to have friends that are athletically inclined unlike you all my friends in Ventura, who are all fat slobs (I mean that with all the love I have). I have now gone out on 3 dates with Cole. I really like this kid, he is really the only funny person here, and even then its only small gigles kind of funny, not a laugh so hard that vomit spill from my mouth and nostrils funny. Our first date was to the Giants game, then we went to the movies, and lastnight we went out to dinner with his family and we announced our engagment. The wedding will be this summer and and I would love for all of you to come and be my flower girls. So yeah Cole is fun and I probably like hanging out with him the best plus he makes me cds, he is actually just my sugar daddy, loves it. But otherwise I hate it here, no its okay, its is getting easier but I would still like to buy a time machine and travel back to the year 2002 when we would all drive to Joanna's house for lunch and suicide wasn't the first thought on my mind when I woke up. I love the new yellowcard cd, and for those of you who also enjot good music, I suggest you go out and buy it.