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1. My car finally came today! Yaayyy now I can learn how to drive like my fellow Los Angeles-ians/Hollywood-ians. w00t.!
2. I wish my gaydar was much more effective. Is he, or isn't he? THAT is the question.
3. For our last Film Gym project, we had to select a painting and try to re-create it. Quite a few people asked me to pose for them, leading to many compliments and me feeling loved, special and important.
4. I have officially decided that I think that everyone should move somewhere far away from home and start over where no one knows their name or their past. I'm not sure that many New Hampshirites would recognize me out here. I'm not the shy little girl that never says what she's thinking or feeling. I'm not the girl that hides herself from the world anymore. I'm bold and aggressive and I'm not afraid of embarrassing myself anymore. And I have some really great new friends because of that. I'm also a lot happier now. I'm not really sure what changed in me, but something did and I'm just not afraid anymore. Not of rejection or embarrassment. Not of looking stupid or being betrayed. And I'm not afraid of love anymore. I can feel everything in me coming out. I feel like.. me. All the time.
5. Speaking of "Coming out," Taylor keeps trying to tell me that Jake Gyllenhaal is gay. I think he might just be jealous of Jake and my profound love for each other (joke!).
6. In the spirit of new beginnings, this is almost officially my last post in this journal. I might post a couple Hugh Jackman/Rachel Weisz photos that I took for you, and maybe some future photos of celebs, but that's it.
Post Script: Taylor's personalized ringtone for me on his phone is "My Love" by Justin Timberlake, and it makes me feel special.
2. I wish my gaydar was much more effective. Is he, or isn't he? THAT is the question.
3. For our last Film Gym project, we had to select a painting and try to re-create it. Quite a few people asked me to pose for them, leading to many compliments and me feeling loved, special and important.
4. I have officially decided that I think that everyone should move somewhere far away from home and start over where no one knows their name or their past. I'm not sure that many New Hampshirites would recognize me out here. I'm not the shy little girl that never says what she's thinking or feeling. I'm not the girl that hides herself from the world anymore. I'm bold and aggressive and I'm not afraid of embarrassing myself anymore. And I have some really great new friends because of that. I'm also a lot happier now. I'm not really sure what changed in me, but something did and I'm just not afraid anymore. Not of rejection or embarrassment. Not of looking stupid or being betrayed. And I'm not afraid of love anymore. I can feel everything in me coming out. I feel like.. me. All the time.
5. Speaking of "Coming out," Taylor keeps trying to tell me that Jake Gyllenhaal is gay. I think he might just be jealous of Jake and my profound love for each other (joke!).
6. In the spirit of new beginnings, this is almost officially my last post in this journal. I might post a couple Hugh Jackman/Rachel Weisz photos that I took for you, and maybe some future photos of celebs, but that's it.
Post Script: Taylor's personalized ringtone for me on his phone is "My Love" by Justin Timberlake, and it makes me feel special.