Dec 02, 2005 08:02
okay i miss him and I saw him yesterday? I no, I no I fell too hard. But I cant help it. He seriously is my everything. I need him more than I need the air I breathe. Its hard having a dream that your with him and that he's holding you and then you wake up and he's not there. Or when your having that badd day he doesnt't pick you up and tell you its okay while you cry all of it out. I wnat to go to the dance with him. But its too late... its over for him. I want him to ask me i cant do it. I cant handle that no anymore. Im already starting to crash and burn while I smile at im and say everythings okay.