uhmm i dunno...
omg i feel like a loser! I mean I love carson, hes the best n everything but I dunno I love ***** but I hate him. i wanna hug him when I see him but then I want to punch him and say hes a fucking loser for doing that to me...I dont know like now Im like excited to answer the phone bacuase I think its Carson going to ask me out.... but it never is. Like all I want is to be in his arms. He is the nicest,hottest,funniest,adorablest,and sweetest jerk ive ever met lol like that ever makes scince. I want to go up to his house and scream "I love you!!! Will you go out with me?!?!?!?" but ill never have the guts to.... Im waiting for him to make the move not me Ive meade plenty already.