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I'm a mess.
I have no money.
No job.
Matthew is moving back to Paris.
My stepdad is drinking again.
I'm fucking babysitting all the time.
God. My life isn't even that bad. It's just once I think everything is figured out i get smacked in the face by reality.
I'm worried about everything falling apart right now. Thinking about that is the worst feeling in the world.
I hate not knowing what to believe.
And I really hate that I'm starting to like The Transplants. I have always hated them, but they've been putting me in a good movie lately.
I have no money.
No job.
Matthew is moving back to Paris.
My stepdad is drinking again.
I'm fucking babysitting all the time.
God. My life isn't even that bad. It's just once I think everything is figured out i get smacked in the face by reality.
I'm worried about everything falling apart right now. Thinking about that is the worst feeling in the world.
I hate not knowing what to believe.
And I really hate that I'm starting to like The Transplants. I have always hated them, but they've been putting me in a good movie lately.