May 24, 2005 20:19
OK. This suxks. I'm torn between these two guys that I like, and they both like me. One, kind of has a g/f and the other is kind of looking for one. Hmm, OMG!!! I really don't know what to do right now. I could just be like,... well, I don't want a b/f and pimp them hoes, or... I could be with ONE of them and leave the other one hanging like.. OMGWTF rejected. That's pretty mean. But I don't like this-having to "choose" between them. And see, one of them doesn't know that I talk to the other, and the one that I talk to that knows I talk to the other one is...well he doesn't want the other one to know that we talk. UGH! Any suggestions?!?!?! I'm lost...
I feel really wierd. I haven't got to drive in like.. 3 weeks. That's a really long time. I'm ready to hit this shit again though. I am. Even though the accident wasn't my fault, I'm still freaked out about getting in a car accident and then facing death. Scary...
OK. So... it's summertime. No more school. Drink, smoke, whatever I wanna do from now on until the next school year, then I gotta kick it up in high gear again and hit those books. yay....
OMG that other guy *yeah that guy that I liked but didn't get to be with him after graduation* is talking to me. Hrmm..