May 21, 2005 11:49
Hmm... I hope he had fun lastnight after graduation without me. I hope he was lost in a daze thinking about me like I was him. I wonder why he tells me he cares but then he does the things he does and makes me think he doesn't. Plus, he got all upset over me writing something mean about him on my folder. I tried to tell him that I did that when he hurt my feelings before and that I was sorry, but I guess it just wasn't good enough. Seems like I'm never good enough for anyone lately. I hate this. Oh well, I'm never going to get to see him again. Maybe I'll lose all memory of us like I'm sure he will when he moves to Fayetteville and goes off to college. :(
Yay. I had to see Mitchell and his little 14 year old girlfriend lastnight at graduation. He kept looking at me.. like he wanted to talk to me. I just ignored him and tried not to look. I was already upset when I had to see him.
I just don't understand the things you do, baby..