work SUCKS
man, tonight at work, just like every night at work.. sucked big harry ding dongs. wow. I dun like work.. but I gotta have money now to fix my mommy's car. or something like that. actually insurance is paying for it but I still wanna pay for something. I mean, I am the reason she doesn't have a car. and people are telling me not to beat myself up about b/c it happens everyday and it was an accident. indeed, it wasn't my fault, but I feel like it is anyway. the people are like.. trying to sue me.. with the little bit of money that they have. haha. it's kinda funny when you hear the whole story... and know what the whole story is. but anyway. I will have my own car in less than 4 or 5 weeks. omg. and I'm paying for it. hah, unlike most kids. yeah, that's right. some kids are just so freakin lucky.. some even get a brand new car handed to them by mommy and daddy. while the somewhat poor kids, like me, pay for their own and get a piece of shit vehicle to ball around in. hmpf. but anyway, that doesn't really matter, kids. I mean really. does it impress you that much b/c some teenager has a new, high class, in style car? doesn't really impress me. it just tells me a little more about yourself without you even saying anything. like... you more than likely don't work, pay for your car, pay your insurance on your car.. gas money..all that good stuff. it just says spoiled written all over your face. but anyway!
work.. mmmm.. work. gah. well my job is fun. I'm a busser girl. so, guess what that means... more money from tips. mhm.. omg this sucks. I was going to go with jarrod. zach wanted me to go with him to meg's. mmmmmm, my mom was worried so I told her that I would stay home. no big deal, it's not like I'm in a hurry to go out and get in another wreck. I'm lucky that nothing happened to me. I'm lucky I'm even still here I guess. I still have my sister here. so, nothing really to worry about. I need to relax too. I stayed home today b/c I just needed it. work, school, tests, my wreck, all of the stress that comes along with all of the above.. that is alot of crap for a teenager to go through. plus being depressed on top of that b/c I don't have a b/f and don't really know if I want one. ughhh. *sighs* but which is really the least of my worries right now.
My brother is moving soon. he's going away to college, and I don't think he wants to come back. which really makes me sad, but happy too. I'm glad he's leaving Arkansas, and I'm glad he's going to college. But I'm not glad that he won't be here anymore. well, good luck bro, make something of yourself. and don't get married until you're like... 30.
I think I'm going to go. I'm mad at this computer right now b/c I can't really do anything. my account type is gay. limited. ugh. I think it's sleepy time. I have to work tomorrow. :(
work.. mmmm.. work. gah. well my job is fun. I'm a busser girl. so, guess what that means... more money from tips. mhm.. omg this sucks. I was going to go with jarrod. zach wanted me to go with him to meg's. mmmmmm, my mom was worried so I told her that I would stay home. no big deal, it's not like I'm in a hurry to go out and get in another wreck. I'm lucky that nothing happened to me. I'm lucky I'm even still here I guess. I still have my sister here. so, nothing really to worry about. I need to relax too. I stayed home today b/c I just needed it. work, school, tests, my wreck, all of the stress that comes along with all of the above.. that is alot of crap for a teenager to go through. plus being depressed on top of that b/c I don't have a b/f and don't really know if I want one. ughhh. *sighs* but which is really the least of my worries right now.
My brother is moving soon. he's going away to college, and I don't think he wants to come back. which really makes me sad, but happy too. I'm glad he's leaving Arkansas, and I'm glad he's going to college. But I'm not glad that he won't be here anymore. well, good luck bro, make something of yourself. and don't get married until you're like... 30.
I think I'm going to go. I'm mad at this computer right now b/c I can't really do anything. my account type is gay. limited. ugh. I think it's sleepy time. I have to work tomorrow. :(