you'll never find it if you're looking for it.
i'm miserable .
tuesday i was grounded but still left 'cause i'm cool like that...
TOGETHER AGAIN ! HAHA
TOUGH GUYZ.
SKANKIN'
COMMENT & DON'T JUST TAKE THESE [MATT!!!!!!] LOL
&WHETHER OR NOT MY MOM TAKES MY BIRTHDAY GIFT BECAUSE OF THIS,
I STILL HAD FUN.
ONE YEAR AGO :
I THOUGHT IT WAS HAVING THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE
I HAD ALL THE BEST FRIENDS ONE COULD ASK FOR
NOTHING COULD GET BETTER
I SPENT EVERYDAY WITH MY BEST FRIEND & WE RODE CAMELS NAMED CLYDE
I WAS IN LOVE WITH MY OTHER BEST FRIEND- I WAS NEVER UNHAPPY.
you really don't know what you mean to me, i love you so much. thanks for spending many hours and what seems to be days with me. you've been on my side- wishing for the best even though i may not have liked it at times- but you were there for care and support. you always have been. as i told you before- you helped change my life. i make better desicions because i know how good things are when i do- but whe i fuck up things come along and i have to choose what to do. i look back and remember how my mistakes and fuck ups hurt you. i don't need that. we don't need that anymore. you're my partner in life- i love you, i feel safe with youall these problems are nothing anymore. when im not strong, your my strength. ill always be here for you as well, just know that. i love you ashley.
IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IN JUST A YEAR ALL THESE THINGS HAVE BEEN RUINED.
I CAN'T WAIT TIL SUMMER SO THINGS SEEM A LITLE BIT NORMAL
ALL SUMMER <3<3<3<3<3