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I am covering up my being upset pretty well.
Suling and feeling sorry for myself will go no where but it only happened yesterday.
I just wish that SOMEONE would give a FUCK about me and be STABLE in at least ONE part of their life. preferable not stabl;e in the fucking up department.
I just feel as though he didnt care, at all. Sure, you're tears and sad phone calls.. oh wait....call... were real sweet but they mean nothing when it comes down to being a real person and minding other peoples feelings. I just really want to be able to lay down again and know that i have a goodnight/goodmorning phone call from someone. But i dont and at thispoint i dont want one from him. FUCK.
Im done being tossed around. I just want to be with someone legitamate.
Suling and feeling sorry for myself will go no where but it only happened yesterday.
I just wish that SOMEONE would give a FUCK about me and be STABLE in at least ONE part of their life. preferable not stabl;e in the fucking up department.
I just feel as though he didnt care, at all. Sure, you're tears and sad phone calls.. oh wait....call... were real sweet but they mean nothing when it comes down to being a real person and minding other peoples feelings. I just really want to be able to lay down again and know that i have a goodnight/goodmorning phone call from someone. But i dont and at thispoint i dont want one from him. FUCK.
Im done being tossed around. I just want to be with someone legitamate.