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[_lou_]

I don't get why i feel the need to constantly judge myself. It's me for fuck sakes. I should be the one if anyone who lays off. The rest of the world is the one constantly judging. But people are so beautiful and people are soo interesting and smart or funny or witty or endearing. I want to be all of it. And when I'm not all of it i judge. Stupid me. I really need to learn to lay off.
P.S my house is quiet and awkward. I miss my mother.