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i have been hanging out with someone lately and i'm major crushing on him.
we hung out last week 4 nights in a row....
its been going slow. slower than i have let things be in the past. and i love that. LOVE it.
i don't feel pressured to do anything but sit or lay with him.
but he makes me want to jus do things! i want it to be spring soon so we can just do things! do things outside, just be active.
not only that, but he makes me want to jus totally embrace my creative side...better yet, the hippie side of me that i knew i always had, i just repressed it in some ways.
i love that we can talk to each other about art and he can understand where i'm coming from on those levels. i love that he can understand where im coming from about any weird philosophic thing i might have to say about life. i've never really had that kind of intelligence in a person i've dated before. i always find people that turn out to be just friends that think in that way, but when u find someone who can think about life and things on the same level as u, well...its amazing.
he played guitar and sang for me a few nights back and it was just really inspiring and beautiful.
the best thing about all of this though, is that i know he is into me and we seem to be on the same level, which is always hard for me to find.
i said i wasnt going to make time for any guy until i felt the feeling of wanting to make time for him. and with this guy i do. i really really do. and im trying really hard to not be terrible about it, trying not to sound clingy or needy. and so far i am doing swell. but the more i start liking him the more i want to hang out with him...so i need to watch myself.
the test will be when i have to tell him something of importance to me and his reaction will be his make or break.
~*T@r@*~
we hung out last week 4 nights in a row....
its been going slow. slower than i have let things be in the past. and i love that. LOVE it.
i don't feel pressured to do anything but sit or lay with him.
but he makes me want to jus do things! i want it to be spring soon so we can just do things! do things outside, just be active.
not only that, but he makes me want to jus totally embrace my creative side...better yet, the hippie side of me that i knew i always had, i just repressed it in some ways.
i love that we can talk to each other about art and he can understand where i'm coming from on those levels. i love that he can understand where im coming from about any weird philosophic thing i might have to say about life. i've never really had that kind of intelligence in a person i've dated before. i always find people that turn out to be just friends that think in that way, but when u find someone who can think about life and things on the same level as u, well...its amazing.
he played guitar and sang for me a few nights back and it was just really inspiring and beautiful.
the best thing about all of this though, is that i know he is into me and we seem to be on the same level, which is always hard for me to find.
i said i wasnt going to make time for any guy until i felt the feeling of wanting to make time for him. and with this guy i do. i really really do. and im trying really hard to not be terrible about it, trying not to sound clingy or needy. and so far i am doing swell. but the more i start liking him the more i want to hang out with him...so i need to watch myself.
the test will be when i have to tell him something of importance to me and his reaction will be his make or break.
~*T@r@*~