Natalie don't read this
Bah!
Such a boring day, soooo boring. Jeff said he'd call a couple days ago, im feeling pretty effing bored. I was planning on going to something tonight with Natalie, her sister's vb game (sick) but yeah wanda didn't get home in time so I couldn't go and surprise her... I just wanted to see her.. but yeah, no go.
I called to let her know I wouldn't be able to make it, she didn't know I was planning on coming, but yeah I just didn't want her to maybe think I could be coming. So I call her and she says that she can pick me up "ding" yay I might get to see her today.. oh, nevermind, I heard her friend say she doesn't want me to come in the background. Fuck.
I'm moving into my dorm pretty soon, I won't get to see Natalie very much at all then, so it goes. I just feel let down by my closest friends, Jeff, Kyle and Natalie. But whatever, right? I'll be in college soon with new people, maybe I can count on them. I'm not saying I don't like my friends, I just can't rely on them to be there.
So, yeah on a different note, I can't figure out how to do friends groups so certain people see things and others don't..but yeah I can't figure it out.
I feel shitty.
Nixk
Such a boring day, soooo boring. Jeff said he'd call a couple days ago, im feeling pretty effing bored. I was planning on going to something tonight with Natalie, her sister's vb game (sick) but yeah wanda didn't get home in time so I couldn't go and surprise her... I just wanted to see her.. but yeah, no go.
I called to let her know I wouldn't be able to make it, she didn't know I was planning on coming, but yeah I just didn't want her to maybe think I could be coming. So I call her and she says that she can pick me up "ding" yay I might get to see her today.. oh, nevermind, I heard her friend say she doesn't want me to come in the background. Fuck.
I'm moving into my dorm pretty soon, I won't get to see Natalie very much at all then, so it goes. I just feel let down by my closest friends, Jeff, Kyle and Natalie. But whatever, right? I'll be in college soon with new people, maybe I can count on them. I'm not saying I don't like my friends, I just can't rely on them to be there.
So, yeah on a different note, I can't figure out how to do friends groups so certain people see things and others don't..but yeah I can't figure it out.
I feel shitty.
Nixk